You said I'm caring. Well,I just do what can I do as a bf. Honestly,not only you felt that,I feel I did very little too. Those little things that I did to show consideration for you it's like never satisfying me. I dun feel that you feel very happy enough. I want to do more,but currently I dun think I'll be able to do it. Still,the hapiness you showed in front of me make me feel glad,but something I feel guilty for doing so little. Give me time ok? I CAN DO MORE THAN THAT!!! =P
Eh...pinch me lesser k? xD Honestly it's pain lo! T_T xD
erm...i dunno what more to post...but i hope tis song can help me express myself. xD
Michael Jackson
I Just Can't Stop Loving you
Lyrics:
I Just Want To Lay
Next To You
For Awhile
You Look So
Beautiful Tonight
Your Eyes Are So Lovely
Your Mouth Is So Sweet
A Lot Of PeopleMisunderstand Me
That's BecauseThey Don'tKnow Me At All
I Just Want To Touch You
And Hold You
I Need You
God I Need You
I Love You So Much
[Michael] Each Time The Wind Blows
I Hear Your Voice
So I Call Your Name . . .
Whispers At Morning
Our Love Is Dawning
Heaven's Glad
You Came . . .
You Know How I Feel
This Thing
Can't Go Wrong
I'm So Proud To Say
I Love You
Your Love's Got Me High
I Long To Get By
This Time Is Forever
Love Is The Answer
[Siedah]
I Hear Your Voice Now
You Are My Choice Now
The Love You Bring
Heaven's In My Heart
At Your Call
I Hear Harps,
And Angels Sing
You Know How I Feel
This ThingCan't Go Wrong
I Can't Live My LifeWithout You
[Michael]
I Just Can't Hold On
[Siedah] I Feel We Belong
[Michael]
My Life Ain'tWorth Living
If I Can't Be With You
[Both]
I Just Can'tStop Loving You
I Just Can'tStop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me
Just WhatWill I Do
[Siedah]
'Cause I Just Can't StopLoving You
[Michael] At Night When TheStars Shine
I Pray In You
I'll FindA Love So True . . .
[Siedah] When Morning Awakes Me
Will You Come
And Take Me
I'll Wait For You
[Michael]
You Know How I Feel
I Won't Stop
UntilI Hear Your Voice Saying"I Do"
[Siedah]
"I Do"This ThingCan't Go Wrong
[Michael]
This Feeling's So Strong
[Siedah]
Well, My Life Ain'tWorth Living
[Both]
If I Can't Be With You
I Just Can'tStop Loving You
I Just Can'tStop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me,
Just WhatWill I Do
[Michael]
I Just Can'tStop Loving You
[Siedah]
We Can ChangeAll The WorldTomorrow
[Michael]
We Can Sing Songs OfYesterday
[Siedah]
I Can Say, Hey .. .FarewellTo Sorrow
[Michael] This Is My Life And I,
[Both]
Want To See YouFor AlwaysI
Just Can'tStop Loving You
[Siedah]
No, Baby
[Michael]
Oh!
[Both]
I Just Can'tStop Loving You
[Siedah] If I Can't Stop![
Both]
And If I Stop . . .
[Siedah]
No
[Michael] Oh! Oh! Oh . . .Oh . . .
[Siedah]
What Will I Do?
Uh . . .Ooh . ..(Then Tell Me, Just WhatWill I Do)
[Both]
I Just Can'tStop Loving You
[Michael]
Hee! Hee! Hee! Know I DoGirl!
[Both]
I Just Can'tStop Loving You
[Michael]
You Know I DoAnd If I Stop . . .
[Both]
Then Tell Me, Just WhatWill I Do
I Just Can'tStop Loving You
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Little green monster xD
haha...i was late to update bout tis,and forget too. but none the less my girl demands me to update bout it. so,here it is.
wednesday 24 june 2009. saw the present on my chair after bac from PJ. the present is wrapped up n put inside a small shopping bag. at 1st i dunno who gave it to me. but after a while i realised it was from sue fen. haha...sean was asking me to open the present but i refused coz i haven't get permission from her. so,when recess thank her for the present. she asked me to open the present coz the wrapper is awkful...but again i refused. then,when bac to class after recess,i received a card from her in which i think leow gave me. n i read it. so touching. xD
after school,she again ask me to open the present but still i refused. so it was until i went home that i only open it. haha...it's a toy. a little green monster. here is how i describe it's look:
a little small head with an small eye then follow by a big head with a big eye then followed by a tiny body with a heart in front of the body.
i guess u dunno what i'm crapping. it's not easy to hold it when i'm sleeping coz it's kinda small but i guess i managed to have it by my side when i'm sleeping. lols
n the little green monster is on my lap currently. buh-bye!
updated. =P
wednesday 24 june 2009. saw the present on my chair after bac from PJ. the present is wrapped up n put inside a small shopping bag. at 1st i dunno who gave it to me. but after a while i realised it was from sue fen. haha...sean was asking me to open the present but i refused coz i haven't get permission from her. so,when recess thank her for the present. she asked me to open the present coz the wrapper is awkful...but again i refused. then,when bac to class after recess,i received a card from her in which i think leow gave me. n i read it. so touching. xD
after school,she again ask me to open the present but still i refused. so it was until i went home that i only open it. haha...it's a toy. a little green monster. here is how i describe it's look:
a little small head with an small eye then follow by a big head with a big eye then followed by a tiny body with a heart in front of the body.
i guess u dunno what i'm crapping. it's not easy to hold it when i'm sleeping coz it's kinda small but i guess i managed to have it by my side when i'm sleeping. lols
n the little green monster is on my lap currently. buh-bye!
updated. =P
Friday, June 26, 2009
Tribute to the King Michael Jackson
He was the most exciting and popular performer during his generation,well-known for his breathtaking live performance and stunning music. His once-stellar career had placed him among the great in the music history. He was one of the world's famous man during his life,not only for his bizarre music career but also his highly publicized personal life. If everyone can put aside all those sexual abuse allegations against him and his surgically altered appearence,he will be as gunuine as any music great in the history of music.
I'm deeply saddened over the death of the King of Pop as any MJ's fans. The world just lost the biggest pop star in history. His legacy and contribution to the music world will live long forever and ever and will always be remembered by many fans of him,including me of course.
Here's my top 10 rating of the best song of Michael Jackson:
10. I just Can't Stop Loving You
9. You Rock My World
8. Don't Stop 'til You Get Enough
7. The Way You Make Me Feel
6. Bad
5. Thriller
4. Smooth Criminal
3. Black or White
2. Beat It
1. Billy Jean
I'm deeply saddened over the death of the King of Pop as any MJ's fans. The world just lost the biggest pop star in history. His legacy and contribution to the music world will live long forever and ever and will always be remembered by many fans of him,including me of course.
Here's my top 10 rating of the best song of Michael Jackson:
10. I just Can't Stop Loving You
9. You Rock My World
8. Don't Stop 'til You Get Enough
7. The Way You Make Me Feel
6. Bad
5. Thriller
4. Smooth Criminal
3. Black or White
2. Beat It
1. Billy Jean
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
ARGH!!!
I FEEL LIKE BITTING,TEARING,DESTROYING,BEATING,PUNCHING SOMETHING AND SHOUTING OUT LOUD LOUD! do tis help in releasing frustration? T_T
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
I tried
I'm suppose to be doing my tuition work now,but it only make me feel frustrated. So I will take a timeout to release my tention here.
I tried. I tried to be confident. Since the starting of the year when I often cried because of PMR,I feel so down. But many friends of mine told me not to be so depressed since it's still early yet. And I got through all the hard feeling...well,sort of.
I din really get through that. It's June now. 113 days before PMR. During intervensi 2,when I gt an A for my BM,I was overjoy and my confidence increased. Well,seems like when something reach the peak,it will never stay there long and will eventually fall down for me. Dianogstic was over and papers have been given out recently. This exam is the 1st full-format exam we(form 3s) had since last year year end examination. I still remember that if it's counted in PMR marking,I had all As for my subject in last year year end exam. Well,everything seems went pretty well for me isn't it?
But the recently concluded dianogstic brought my back to the fact that I'm still far from getting As for my language subjects. My language subject always bring down my confidence. I knew I did kinda well for other subjects but that din satisfy me at all because I knew I can score in those subject and what I really want is do well for my language subject.
I feel so down,so depressed,so frustrated and so sad now. I din feel this way for about 3 months already but now all those feeling just came back right in the time that PMR is coming soon. SF keep telling me to be confident but hey! It's not I don't wan to be confident but I have to accept the fact that I'm just not good enough now.
I felt that nothing is helping me at all now to be mentally ready for PMR. My tuition certainly din. Since I joined Pusat Tuition Minda Ceria in hope that it can help me to improve on my language subject,I never feel I have any slight improvement at all. The BI tuition is crazy. Teaching those stuff that won't be coming out for PMR. What make me feel more frustrated is that PMR is nearer and nearer now and the teacher still give those 'bombastic' homework that I can't even do at all. BM tuition was better. I din feel frustrated but I still dun feel it help me in any way that will improve my BM. WHAT SHOULD I DO?! I can't leave minda ceria as I dun have any tuition else that can help me in my language subject.
The school too do no favour in helping me at all. BM teacher did do her job in teaching us but I feel it can't solve my problem. BI make it worse. I wonder how many class had we(3M) skip for BI? BC teacher too do her best in teaching us and I'm paid attention to her class. But with limited time and environment to study BC,I feel I only improve a bit or din improve at all. And to make me feel even more hatred about the school,WHAT'S THE PURPOSE OF SELECTING THOSE 99 STUDENTS THAT THE SCHOOL THINK CAN GET STRAIGHT A FOR PMR!? The school did nothing at all in helping these students,not with teacher occasionly ponteng class.
ok...i feel better now...during tis year,i had learnt to be cheerful but not facing bout exams. sigh...i wish i'm ready for my tuition work as i'm goin to face the posibilty of frustrating again. hope it won't happen. buh-bye!
I tried. I tried to be confident. Since the starting of the year when I often cried because of PMR,I feel so down. But many friends of mine told me not to be so depressed since it's still early yet. And I got through all the hard feeling...well,sort of.
I din really get through that. It's June now. 113 days before PMR. During intervensi 2,when I gt an A for my BM,I was overjoy and my confidence increased. Well,seems like when something reach the peak,it will never stay there long and will eventually fall down for me. Dianogstic was over and papers have been given out recently. This exam is the 1st full-format exam we(form 3s) had since last year year end examination. I still remember that if it's counted in PMR marking,I had all As for my subject in last year year end exam. Well,everything seems went pretty well for me isn't it?
But the recently concluded dianogstic brought my back to the fact that I'm still far from getting As for my language subjects. My language subject always bring down my confidence. I knew I did kinda well for other subjects but that din satisfy me at all because I knew I can score in those subject and what I really want is do well for my language subject.
I feel so down,so depressed,so frustrated and so sad now. I din feel this way for about 3 months already but now all those feeling just came back right in the time that PMR is coming soon. SF keep telling me to be confident but hey! It's not I don't wan to be confident but I have to accept the fact that I'm just not good enough now.
I felt that nothing is helping me at all now to be mentally ready for PMR. My tuition certainly din. Since I joined Pusat Tuition Minda Ceria in hope that it can help me to improve on my language subject,I never feel I have any slight improvement at all. The BI tuition is crazy. Teaching those stuff that won't be coming out for PMR. What make me feel more frustrated is that PMR is nearer and nearer now and the teacher still give those 'bombastic' homework that I can't even do at all. BM tuition was better. I din feel frustrated but I still dun feel it help me in any way that will improve my BM. WHAT SHOULD I DO?! I can't leave minda ceria as I dun have any tuition else that can help me in my language subject.
The school too do no favour in helping me at all. BM teacher did do her job in teaching us but I feel it can't solve my problem. BI make it worse. I wonder how many class had we(3M) skip for BI? BC teacher too do her best in teaching us and I'm paid attention to her class. But with limited time and environment to study BC,I feel I only improve a bit or din improve at all. And to make me feel even more hatred about the school,WHAT'S THE PURPOSE OF SELECTING THOSE 99 STUDENTS THAT THE SCHOOL THINK CAN GET STRAIGHT A FOR PMR!? The school did nothing at all in helping these students,not with teacher occasionly ponteng class.
ok...i feel better now...during tis year,i had learnt to be cheerful but not facing bout exams. sigh...i wish i'm ready for my tuition work as i'm goin to face the posibilty of frustrating again. hope it won't happen. buh-bye!
Monday, June 15, 2009
Second fail in my life T_T
sigh...never study...expected to get bad results...48 for civic. second time i failed an exam paper in my life. 1st was my muzik exam bac in primary school during 2006. wasn't that sad but still calarkan my record. buh-bye
I WAN MY COTTON CANDY 2moro. xD
I WAN MY COTTON CANDY 2moro. xD
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Durian 'Ho Chak'
ok...i'm supposed doin my KKS,still left reka bentuk pelan...but here i am blogging
WOW! Durian is so nice,king of all fruit,fantastic fruit. my parents just bac from Muar...with a lot of durians bac. *playing my tongue*. my aunt(my dad's sis) has a fruit farm in Muar,so everytime when my dad went bac his oldtown sure came bac with a lot of fruits(durian is the best!!! =P).
OMG! DURIAN TASTES GOOD OK?! haha...'Ho Chak'
bac to work...buh-bye!
WOW! Durian is so nice,king of all fruit,fantastic fruit. my parents just bac from Muar...with a lot of durians bac. *playing my tongue*. my aunt(my dad's sis) has a fruit farm in Muar,so everytime when my dad went bac his oldtown sure came bac with a lot of fruits(durian is the best!!! =P).
OMG! DURIAN TASTES GOOD OK?! haha...'Ho Chak'
bac to work...buh-bye!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
=)
ok...i know i can't describe tis till can make u feel emotional...i just post wat i felt k?
obviously the song is nice. when u play the song,i was enjoying it. i close my eyes,recall bac the memory last time when i sat beside u n u played the piano for me during ur birthday party tis year. last time was awkful...for both of us. u din play that particularly well and i dun really know how to respond. tis time is different. u said u played somewhr long,but i din notice at all. i was closing my eyes n enjoying it. it's nice. xD
ok...i know u won't feel emo...bla bla bla! go dota luuuuu
obviously the song is nice. when u play the song,i was enjoying it. i close my eyes,recall bac the memory last time when i sat beside u n u played the piano for me during ur birthday party tis year. last time was awkful...for both of us. u din play that particularly well and i dun really know how to respond. tis time is different. u said u played somewhr long,but i din notice at all. i was closing my eyes n enjoying it. it's nice. xD
ok...i know u won't feel emo...bla bla bla! go dota luuuuu
Friday, June 12, 2009
Nice quotes
Nice quotes from F.C. Barcelona chairman Joan Laporta:
Barcelona creates FIFA World Player of the year,
Real Madrid buys FIFA World Player of the year.
Barcelona creates FIFA World Player of the year,
Real Madrid buys FIFA World Player of the year.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
I'm sorry.
sorry for not being thr with u when u needed me the most.
i always wan to be with u coz i miss u...u knew that.
take care of ur body...really sorry.
i always wan to be with u coz i miss u...u knew that.
take care of ur body...really sorry.
CR7 heading to Real Madrid!!!!!!! T_T
OMG! second stunt 2day:
MAN UTD HAD ACCEPTED REAL MADRID'S 80 MILLION POUND WORLD RECORD BID FOR WOLRD PLAYER OF THE YEAR CRISTIANO RONALDO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mean NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cristiano Ronaldo is my favourite player!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAN UTD HAD ACCEPTED REAL MADRID'S 80 MILLION POUND WORLD RECORD BID FOR WOLRD PLAYER OF THE YEAR CRISTIANO RONALDO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mean NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cristiano Ronaldo is my favourite player!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ferrari on the Malaysia's road?
OMG! 2day i gt big stunt. 1st is i saw 1 ferrari car on Malaysia's road. i was heading to my tuition. it pass through my dad's car. OMG!
Has anyone see 1 ferrari car on the malaysia's road be4? my dad said he saw lots of time.
pls leave tag...
Has anyone see 1 ferrari car on the malaysia's road be4? my dad said he saw lots of time.
pls leave tag...
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Happy day.
wow! I love 2day. Although not 100% comfortable with it,but still it's so sweet to think back!
10 Jun 2009...another memorable day for 2009. xD
10 Jun 2009...another memorable day for 2009. xD
I'm officially a granduncle T_T
Omg! Can you believe it? I'm a granduncle now officially. My niece gave birth to a child...boy somemore. OMG OMG OMG!!!
haha...congratz to my niece 1st of all. And dunno whether this is a great thing or not. I'm already a granduncle!!! but...I'm only 15 leh...so young become granduncle. So,what you guys think? Good or bad for me?
haha...congratz to my niece 1st of all. And dunno whether this is a great thing or not. I'm already a granduncle!!! but...I'm only 15 leh...so young become granduncle. So,what you guys think? Good or bad for me?
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Homeworks!!! T_T
ok...thr's still lots of homework yet to be done. n the 1st week of hols i actually do none of them as i was too miss someone that i actually chatted with her the whole weeks. n now the second weeks have arrived(2day is tuesday adi!!! T_T). after 2moro really need to get bac my mood of doin homework. if not i'll be in big trouble.
homeworks yet to be done:
1) BM paper from school
2) science project
3) Kerja Kursus Sejarah
4) tuition 20 summaries(only did 7 of them,others dunno how to do so i dun plan to do)
5) one essay about killing ppl(i dun have any idea at all how to do it,so the same thing: dun do)
6) seni project
oh my god...pls help me get through all these works T_T
homeworks yet to be done:
1) BM paper from school
2) science project
3) Kerja Kursus Sejarah
4) tuition 20 summaries(only did 7 of them,others dunno how to do so i dun plan to do)
5) one essay about killing ppl(i dun have any idea at all how to do it,so the same thing: dun do)
6) seni project
oh my god...pls help me get through all these works T_T
Play no work
ok...went to sean's house in the morning 2day. was surppose to go thr around 9.30a.m. to 10a.m. but have to go thr around 10.15 coz ming was late. i think we reached thr around 11a.m. Ming sweat a lot and me too sweat but not that much. when arrived at sean's house n entered his room,me n ming were both crying for fan.
starting we checked out some ppl's blog n played some computer game. n then without caring bout the project at all,we're actually playing computer games the whole day. all thx to ee ching's work. coz she was so kind n generous for sending us her work. well,then we also don't bother about the KKS adi n play & chat the whole day instead. swt isn't it?
well,special dedication for Sim Ee Ching for being so kind n generous for borrowing us ur work. Appreciate it a lot as it help to save me lots of homework stress tis hols.
starting we checked out some ppl's blog n played some computer game. n then without caring bout the project at all,we're actually playing computer games the whole day. all thx to ee ching's work. coz she was so kind n generous for sending us her work. well,then we also don't bother about the KKS adi n play & chat the whole day instead. swt isn't it?
well,special dedication for Sim Ee Ching for being so kind n generous for borrowing us ur work. Appreciate it a lot as it help to save me lots of homework stress tis hols.
I miss my frenz!!! =(
You know what? Holidays and school days are almost no different for me,with the exception that I have my frenz surrouding me during school. Not to say that I dun cherish hols...who won't love to get away from school thingy n relax during the hols. But what make me hate about holidays is that I have to go through each and every day longer without anyone to talk to at all from morning to afternoon. I absolutely hate my home. This hols,in the morning it's either sleeping or NBA which rarely show in TV. Afternoon the worst,it's all about sleeping. At night better as most ppl online during tis time.
Even during school days,I dun feel like I love my home. In the night is the only time i be with my family...well sort of. my mum usually sleep coz she's tired working plus have health problem. My dad work during nights. my eldest bro locked himself up in his room n played ps 2. my second bro dun even be at home as he is married n has his own family. well,u see i dun think thr's anyone be with me during nights. i can only turn to my frenz for making my life rather not tat boring.
haha...i love school n my frenz. although school is kinda stress coz it's form 3 tis year,but i still love to go to school. i had someone to talk with,play with. i miss my classmates. when bored,can find them to play n chat. it's so different compared to the time i'm at home.
well,typing half way i found out it's kinda random. i just type what i felt inside my heart. well,tat's all for this time. buh-bye!
Even during school days,I dun feel like I love my home. In the night is the only time i be with my family...well sort of. my mum usually sleep coz she's tired working plus have health problem. My dad work during nights. my eldest bro locked himself up in his room n played ps 2. my second bro dun even be at home as he is married n has his own family. well,u see i dun think thr's anyone be with me during nights. i can only turn to my frenz for making my life rather not tat boring.
haha...i love school n my frenz. although school is kinda stress coz it's form 3 tis year,but i still love to go to school. i had someone to talk with,play with. i miss my classmates. when bored,can find them to play n chat. it's so different compared to the time i'm at home.
well,typing half way i found out it's kinda random. i just type what i felt inside my heart. well,tat's all for this time. buh-bye!
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Steamboat buffet dinner
Had my 'dinner' in Restoran Yuen at Sunway City just now. Woke up by my bro around 4.30 and off we go.
Reached there around 5.30. I don't really enjoy steamboat though. ate quite a lot of sotong. And the funny part is that the restaurant famous dish is the 'chicken cola'. It only came out once every 10-15 mins. so,everyone was fighting for it. 1st time only my bro went,din even get one piece. so it's too much for my family and we sent out an 'army' the next turn. 5 warriors out: me,my mum,my two bro n my 2nd bro's wife. I managed to get 5 pieces. My mum had the most with 8 pieces. total is 24 pieces we managed to get. so,tat's all for us coz it's very embarrasing go thr standing n ready fighting for it. haha...it din end thr. we managed to watch 3 show I think. others were fighting for it. i think each time the dish came out,it took less than 10 second for it to finish. funny isn't it? nth much to talk except i ate two cups of ice-cream be4 we go.
Reached there around 5.30. I don't really enjoy steamboat though. ate quite a lot of sotong. And the funny part is that the restaurant famous dish is the 'chicken cola'. It only came out once every 10-15 mins. so,everyone was fighting for it. 1st time only my bro went,din even get one piece. so it's too much for my family and we sent out an 'army' the next turn. 5 warriors out: me,my mum,my two bro n my 2nd bro's wife. I managed to get 5 pieces. My mum had the most with 8 pieces. total is 24 pieces we managed to get. so,tat's all for us coz it's very embarrasing go thr standing n ready fighting for it. haha...it din end thr. we managed to watch 3 show I think. others were fighting for it. i think each time the dish came out,it took less than 10 second for it to finish. funny isn't it? nth much to talk except i ate two cups of ice-cream be4 we go.
I love Benjamin Goh!!!
Ok...firstly I'm not gay. It's just the way he consoled me just now make me feel very cheer up.
He said I didn't do anything wrong in my last relationship. I told him that there's sure be two-way wrong in a relationship if the relationship went wrong. I even feel that I wrong the most. But the more n longer I talked to him,the more he cheered me up. Every point he pointed out made me feel like I really din do anything wrong at all.
well,won't talk much bout it anymore. all the recent post feel like talking to myself rather than telling ppl my life. LOLS
He said I didn't do anything wrong in my last relationship. I told him that there's sure be two-way wrong in a relationship if the relationship went wrong. I even feel that I wrong the most. But the more n longer I talked to him,the more he cheered me up. Every point he pointed out made me feel like I really din do anything wrong at all.
well,won't talk much bout it anymore. all the recent post feel like talking to myself rather than telling ppl my life. LOLS
Mess cleaned up xD
After 1 year of lecture from my parents,I finally cleaned up the mess in my room...well sort of...at least it looked better now before i cleaned it up a bit.
Mum said wanna clean my room 2day,so I semangat go to clean it up. Actually wanna divide all the tuition thingy accordingly,but in the end just dump it nicely into a box...TC still TC...never have the heart to clean up things. At least I cleaned up the messy part which allow my mum to sweep that part of the floor.
Well,at least I do clean up my own room. Gt responsible la! haha! =P
Mum said wanna clean my room 2day,so I semangat go to clean it up. Actually wanna divide all the tuition thingy accordingly,but in the end just dump it nicely into a box...TC still TC...never have the heart to clean up things. At least I cleaned up the messy part which allow my mum to sweep that part of the floor.
Well,at least I do clean up my own room. Gt responsible la! haha! =P
Friday, June 5, 2009
Memorable follow by Surprise xD
Oh my god! This hols is so ridiculous!!! She gave me a lot of sweet moment during Van's b'day...and then just now came a real shocker to me.
She: do u wanna see me now?
me: wan also cannot la
she: i'm just in front of ur house
me: dei! what u talking? i blur like a fool adi
she: u dunno thr's one thing call webcam
me: huh? i can see u?
she: yesssssssssssssssss
me: i can see u but u can't see me?
i dun get wat u mean at all
It all happened in a sudden. She on her webcam,I accepted it,and there she are in my computer screen. I can see her face. I was like OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! She gave me a real shock.
She: do u wanna see me now?
me: wan also cannot la
she: i'm just in front of ur house
me: dei! what u talking? i blur like a fool adi
she: u dunno thr's one thing call webcam
me: huh? i can see u?
she: yesssssssssssssssss
me: i can see u but u can't see me?
i dun get wat u mean at all
It all happened in a sudden. She on her webcam,I accepted it,and there she are in my computer screen. I can see her face. I was like OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! She gave me a real shock.
OH MY GOD!!!
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Complicated feeling
I wonder whether it is the right thing or not that you told me about that. I accepted that...well I think can...but whenever I think back about that,I don't really feel good about it,it's like so complicated in my feeling.
I'm glad that you're willing to tell me that thing. For me,if I am you,I don't think that I will dare to tell it out. You gave me the feeling that you're willing to share everything including those secrets in which you don't think I can accept it,and this is the thing which I don't get in the past.
Well,I just wrote what I really felt deep inside of my heart. Hope you won't too concern about this. :)
I'm glad that you're willing to tell me that thing. For me,if I am you,I don't think that I will dare to tell it out. You gave me the feeling that you're willing to share everything including those secrets in which you don't think I can accept it,and this is the thing which I don't get in the past.
Well,I just wrote what I really felt deep inside of my heart. Hope you won't too concern about this. :)
I love you and I miss you. xD
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Vanessa's Birthday Party
went to van's b'day party after tuition. my dad fetched me,ben n jia to van's house. ben known the place very well and showed my dad the way as he lived thr be4.
when stepped into van's house,saw a lot of the seniors thr. then went to wish van happi b'day. then went downstair ate. have a great time chatting talking crap with the seniors,especially Keith Chen. he crapped a lot. then went to swimming pool to start the water game.
gt pushed into the pool by Ben n Koon thong. i'm the 1st person 'jumped' into the pool. then followed by Amanda. then slowly everyone followed. those seniors all took out their shirt. when i tried to play with those seniors in the pool,they all threatened me to take out my shirt by tried to strip me off. -__" damn bad!
sue fen too jumped into the pool. at 1st i thought she could play herself coz she said be4 she know how to swim,but then all those girl asked me to hold her hand becoz she DUNNO HOW TO SWIM. i was like huh? then i grabbed her hand n held her hand...lols...1st time held a girl's hand...sweet memory...haha! i asked her whether she know how to swim or not. n surprisingly she shouted at me n said no. damn bad...lie to me. T_- wonder why she lie? lols...
played 007 in the pool. whoever lost twice will gt theirselves throw into the pool by ppl...fun isn't it? sue lost once. me n her together jumped into the pool willingly. haha! n then inside the pool was so cold. n thx to sue for let me to hug her for warm. hehe...tis day was so memorable! xD
around 10 all get out of the pool to eat birthday cake. then change shirt. have to share towel with Ben as he dun have. frenz wad. after tat i go to eat again coz i felt kinda cold n hungry. then around 11.30 my dad fetched me home.
30 May 2009 is another memorable day for sue i guess...lols
when stepped into van's house,saw a lot of the seniors thr. then went to wish van happi b'day. then went downstair ate. have a great time chatting talking crap with the seniors,especially Keith Chen. he crapped a lot. then went to swimming pool to start the water game.
gt pushed into the pool by Ben n Koon thong. i'm the 1st person 'jumped' into the pool. then followed by Amanda. then slowly everyone followed. those seniors all took out their shirt. when i tried to play with those seniors in the pool,they all threatened me to take out my shirt by tried to strip me off. -__" damn bad!
sue fen too jumped into the pool. at 1st i thought she could play herself coz she said be4 she know how to swim,but then all those girl asked me to hold her hand becoz she DUNNO HOW TO SWIM. i was like huh? then i grabbed her hand n held her hand...lols...1st time held a girl's hand...sweet memory...haha! i asked her whether she know how to swim or not. n surprisingly she shouted at me n said no. damn bad...lie to me. T_- wonder why she lie? lols...
played 007 in the pool. whoever lost twice will gt theirselves throw into the pool by ppl...fun isn't it? sue lost once. me n her together jumped into the pool willingly. haha! n then inside the pool was so cold. n thx to sue for let me to hug her for warm. hehe...tis day was so memorable! xD
around 10 all get out of the pool to eat birthday cake. then change shirt. have to share towel with Ben as he dun have. frenz wad. after tat i go to eat again coz i felt kinda cold n hungry. then around 11.30 my dad fetched me home.
30 May 2009 is another memorable day for sue i guess...lols
A new beginning
lols...just deleted all my post. coz i felt some of those are nothing memorable for me anymore. i hope in the future every post of mine would be meaningful to me.
two words be4 i go:
I'm back!!! xD
two words be4 i go:
I'm back!!! xD
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