Kurang ajar punya TC xD

let the story begins! xD

My mum chinese aren't that well,so she asked me to write some words for her.

Mum: eheh son...write a word for me.

*then i write for her*

Mum: it's like tat meh? (she's doubting the word i wrote for her it's correct or not)
Me: eh...how long has i been learning chinese?
Mum: eheh...i learned chinese till form 5 leh...u still only form 3 standard.
Me: ya rite...what's ur result for BC in form 5?
Mum: (paiseh) I failed.
Me: AHAHAHAHAHA ==

haha...pauline! i understand the feeling now by challenging ur parents in their exam...it's so fun! xD

I love my handphone even more now!!! xD

GOSH! I can't believe how lucky I was for this. It's so darn fucking lucky!

2day,I went to play basketball in a court near my house with my brother. And guess wat? I left my handphone in the court!!! aka I LOST MY HP IN THE COURT!!!

I realised it just now and stunt. I straight away zoom to the court hoping to find my hp back. And I FOUND IT!!! haha...when I found my hp,I keep laughing at myself,till my throat pain now. AHAHAHAHAHA

AND after I came back,I checked facebook how lucky I am 2day...it's 96%!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahahahahahaha...it should have been 100 eh?

OH MY PHONE...I LOVE U...SAYANG MUAHX! xD

Mess cleaned up part I

After all sorts of nagging from my mum,I finally work my lazy ass out to clean up the mess I created to my room,my bro's room and the guest room. Not really fully clean up actually. Just part 1. Still need part 2 to fully clean up the mess.

So,these is the things I decided to throw it off(recycle) and reasons:
1. All exam papers,notes relating to sejarah,geografi,maths,kh,seni,pj,sivik,moral.
Reason:
won't be taking geo or kh for SPM anyway,so no point keeping.
sej n maths i considered myself too GOOD,so just keep the importants 1 n leave out all the BS
wat for keeping seni,pj,sivik n moral exam papers? bye bye to them.
2. All exercise booklet relating to sej,geo,maths,kh and science.
Reason:
nth much bout sej,geo,maths,kh. for science,i just don't think the exercise booklet is important. so,see ya!
3. All the jilids work book by Pusat Tuisyen Martin.
Reason:
just pure BS.
4. All the kertas conteng,surat makluman from school
Reason:
just useless
5. All books,papers relating to Komsas,Literature,Novel about BM,BI for PMR
Reason:
won't be studying back all those BS for SPM anyway,delighted to say goodbye to them. ahaha

Anyway,not just that. Thr's something I dunno what to do with them. Any opinions?
1. All the text books relating to Komsas,Literature,Novels,Maths,Science,Sej,Geo,KH,moral,sivik,pj...should i donate all these to school or recycle for money?
2. All text books relating to BM,BI n BC...should i keep these or donate to school or recycle?
3. All exam papers relating to BM,BI,BC and science...should i keep for reference or recycle it for money?
4. All revision books relating to Sej,Geo,KH...should i find someone to sell it(if gt ppl want) or recycle it for money?
5. All reference books relating to Komsas,Literature,Novels...same...sell it or recycle it?

The big headache is that I need to rearrange all the importants notes about BM n BI from another tuition of mine,Minda Ceria. All these notes is considered to be important for me but all those are in a mess and I'm thinking how to rearrange it in an ordinary ways.

And another small matters in consideration. Should I keep all those books,notes relating to BC. Most probably I might be taking BC for SPM. I dunno wat to do with it now. Mayb see the SPM format for BC 1st then only decided ba.

I guess that's all for this 1. Stay tune to LTC's mess cleaned up part II. Gd bye. xD

I miss everything that had happened between me and her

I couldn't hold it. I felt so lonely without her in my life anymore.

I went to read her blog,each and every post in the past about me. It's like watching a sweet movie for me. I felt happy when I read it because I can feel how much she love me last time. It feels like I had stepped back in time,being so happy during that time with her. But I realised myself that it's just a dream,a memory. And tears started to flow down my face.

Mixed feelings:

Happy because those memories will kept 4ever in my life

Sad because all those memories is just in the past and it will not happen to me anymore.

This post is dated on

15 November 2009,6.05p.m.

Study adi!? R u kidding me!?

I've been thinking what to blog about besides my stupid feelings,finally I successfully korek some ideas out of my brain. =)

haha...ya...started tuition for Form 4 adi...not kidding u guys. PTM...Physics and Add Maths. What I rmb most is that when the physics teacher came in,he asked well,y we guys so rajin now already start tuitioning? must be kia shu(scare to lose) gang. ahaha...lols. not forget to mention tat the physics teacher is really a sissy man!

gosh! form 4 sej is crazy lo! it's like u're reading essays. n the chapters about the european is quite interesting n then the last chapter bout ekonomi of TM during british reign is so darn boring wei!

well,i guess tat's all i can crap it out.

p/s i felt it was pointless to post this half-way i wrote it,but nevertheless i choosed to finish it,at least i did something nice to my blog rather than spreading all stupid nonsense feelings of mine to my blog. sayang u bloggy! xD

When you decided you wanted to leave me
I didn't say much
Just treated you as you were free

So many times I wanted to pull back
Intense begging was of no use
Just treated it as loneliness

Because I can understand
His kindness was a kind of release for you
Just honestly tell me
Who do you love the most?

Actually you really love him
As my punishment
Saying you didn't think of him
was pitying me, right?

I already don't have any excuses
I can only let go
I don't dare demand you
to say you love me

Actually you really love him
Is he really gentle?
Actually you really miss him
Just say it

I already don't want to say too much
I cover my ears
Don't want to hear you say again
that you really love him

Can you control what you dream?

I don't what this means. I've been having dreams about the same person since last Saturday,either sweet one or heartbreaking one,but none of them bring any good to me.

Can someone control what he/she dreams about? If yes,I think I still can't let go...YET. But if no,I really don't know why.

I've been feeling better since Saturday. But all these dreams just kept me reminding of that person. FUCK

Can the I-dunno-who just stop letting me dreams about it!? T_T