I realise I did not update anything about my college life. Well, I did attempt to update about it before this but it felt tough for me to string them into words back then.
Perhaps it seems my college life isn't exactly as wonderful as it should be for a normal college kid. All I(and of course others) remember is my college life is just about working my ass off to achieve my aspiration that I'm so desperate for. I paid a heavy price for that by sacrificing the ideal college life, just like what I did for my Form 3 life. But I would consider my one year and a half college life is a tiny bit better than my Form 3 life thanks to a little more wisdom due to age.
Someone is kind enough to remind me that I may have turn back to Form 3 Tiong Chin again. And yes, the Form 3 Tiong Chin isn't a nice person at all. Perhaps he/she is right. I took some time to reflect and think about this. Well, what I had been able to conclude for myself from the reflection and thinking is that people can change in many ways, be it good or bad or new self or old self, but old habits die hard.
Getting back to my college life, do I regret that I spent my college life like the way I spent my Form 3 life by secluding myself(most of the time) from people and the environment and just study? Let's just make it a little more reasonable and sensible for myself as a human being. I would say...well perhaps a little bit regret? OK this is a little bit of bullshitting, perhaps. Well, let's just say I'm glad that it ended the way I hope for, not exactly 100% of what I initially hope for, but close enough I guess, close enough. =)
Some final words for myself, others and my college life:
Thank you to myself for never losing the faith, determination and dedication in achieving my aspiration.
Thank you to all those college mates who are willing to lend a helping hand during my college life whenever I need it.
Thank you to my parents and family as well as all my close friends that support me and believe in me along the way.
And lastly, the end justifies the mean.
