Be sure simple really means simple

I realised more and more the need to live a simple life. Simple life leads to hapiness. It really does. As a city people,we don't feel happy because we always want more. We're greedy in our life that we don't have enough of the thing we want in our life. We use all of our time to chase for these things: money and success which a typical city person will want the most.

I'm born in the city and I'm no different compared to a typical city people. I'm kia shu(scare to lose) and it really stress me out. Like Ker Ikr said,she feels so stress sitting near me because I always have at least a book by my side to study. Me too having this feeling. But I guess I managed to turn this feeling into a sense of motivation to work hard in my studies,which I lost since last year. I don't wish to over-feel to compete with people but to use those hardworking people as a role model of mine and move along in this competitive city life.

I'm shocked when one person ask me do have I entertainment cause I seem so hardworking for her. Come on...it's nonsense to think that I studied 24/7 without any entertainment. =.= My life is a bit more complicated than just studying...yeah just a bit more. lol...do homework,onlining,watch sports,sleeping(afternoon nap)...and if got time of coz I will study. BUT you see,my life aint all about study and succeed in exam.

I mean of course studies remain the priority in my life. And I always feel good when I do well in exam. Aint it normal? Maybe I do put myself in so much pressure,but as long as I'm doing what I like,isn't it that's the simplest life of my own? Instead of joining that society,that activity etc making me busy to do the thing I feel I want to do the most,which is study.

People might say I'm crazy because my life is so dull. Well,Isn't it dull kinda related to simple?

Well,I admited there's a lot of bs up thr. Just to write something out for no apparent reason.

No matter what,life goes on.

Off to study bio =P

Be patient

I felt so jealous seeing so many couples around. It just added more desperation in myself that I want a relationship as well...the desperation of wanting to be love by someone. Shitty hormone effect I guess.

But I guess what she said is true. Desperation for love will do you no good. Just have to bear with it and wait for the right time.

Once it strikes you,you might tag along with it

Well,kinda true from her. For me,

Once it strikes you,you WILL tag along with it.

This is so true....muahahaha!

p.s. sorry for taking ur quotes and modify one from it for myself...xD

HATE IT...FUCK MY LIFE

Yeah,basically I hate almost everything in my life now.

Hate people talk who like as if he/she is the best person in the world
Hate people who act so fake,one minute they can depreciate you,the other second they will be good with you
Hate people who shows no respect to teacher
Hate that I can't get what I want
Hate the fact I knew I would enjoy form 4's life very much IF only for the fact that my 3 best peeps is still with me
Hate the feeling that I don't feel move on in form 4's life with 4 Angsana
Hate that I lost the motivation to study because I lost my 3 best peeps
Hate that when I saw my 3 best peeps happily together in other class while I'm all alone in the class which I dislikes to live with
Hate the feeling that my 3 best peeps are like almost invinsible in my life
Hate that I don't enjoy living my life at all

FUCK FORM 4 LIFE
FUCK 4 ANGSANA
FUCK MY LIFE!!!

离开了
心灵空虚了
欲望变得强
欲望很无奈
好渴望被填补
=(((

What all these feelings mean?

2day I smiled to her and she grinned back me a smile. My heartbeat increased

2 weeks ago,she stand besides me around 10 minutes and I don't even dare to look at her.

Around 1 month ago,she sit besides me for 2 classes and I felt so empty.

In short,her presence makes me feel nervous/uncomfortable/excited.

What does all these feelings mean?

Jeff: I think you like or probably love her adi.

Well,I hope I like her just because she's too pretty for me.

p.s. Suffering from having the feeling of love to someone who is not even close to you. =(((

Sorry I'm wrong

I dunno what to say but after reading your post I understood n knew I'm wrong.

SORRY. =(