It feels funny sometimes when I see some of my friends complaining about things happened in life. From the tonnes of homework to the teachers' unreasonably expectation,from the dissastification of some particular person to the complaining of he or she. I seriously can't understand and unable to feel what they are feeling right now.
I knew life hasn't been that wonderful this year. But somehow I really don't know how I am able to take everything that comes into my life so far. This year certainly doesn't feel the same way for me like 2009 or 2010. I feel I can really take on my life this year so much better than the previous 2 years. I couldn't have imagine this before 2011 actually began.
Perhaps pressure hasn't really got into me yet. Perhaps my life is simpler than others. But now,I just feel good about life. I don't complain anything that happened this year as often as last time. I just accept whatever comes into my life. I just follow the flow. I don't feel anything being the obstacle there in my life yet. That's cool.
To those friends who's been complaining hell heck this year has been so hectic and stressful,I sincerely hope you people can feel the same way as I feel about myself and this year. You all might say that I've been like a robot this year,working non-stop crazily. You all might say that my life is so simple or perhaps too dull. But hey! Try to look at this way,you guys and girls just want a simple life right? I am having a simple life,probably a little dull. Why don't you all just try to think simple? Just accept things that comes into your life. You can't expect a simple life when everyone of us is on the brink of being 17 years old or is already a seventeen years old teenager. Stop complaining about this and that. Life could have been simpler if you look at it in a different view.
p.s. ya I know some ppl might think I'm just like you all last time. Although I might be going back to the old me when pressure is getting into my head,but HEY! REMEMBER THIS! I've changed a lot more than before. Cheer and be happy for me. (This is so lame =.=)
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Friday, January 28, 2011
You realized another dream of mine =)
Well,first post of the year. Ya pretty much busy with studies. But I couldn't leave this away from my blog. It meant so much for me.
I wonder what birthday means to everyone of you. For me,it feels very much just like another day. It din change until my 12th birthday. How silly it would be for me to remind myself what happened on the 31 January 2006. I wrote on my calender,I was unhappy because I don't have a birthday cake. LOLS
Into my 13th birthday,I still remember it's just another day,a Thursday. Because I was new in SBS and a couple of days into the school,that's no one who actually knows my birthday. Into my 14th birthday,perhaps I could remember this one better because in my memory,I dun remember be4 31 January 2008 there are any friends who's birthday wish actually kept in my memory,except this year in which I received lots of birthday wish from my schoolmates and friends. And I learned a new phrase,happy BELATED birthday,which comes from Jia Yi. HAHA...I din know ppl can still wish you happy BELATED birthday when your birthday had actually passed. LOLS
Into my 15th birthday. Ya this would of course sticked to my mind. My family celebrated my birthday. I dun quite remember which other birthday of mine that was celebrated by my family except this one. I feel happy. =D My sweet 16th birthday? Nothing memorable for me. It's just another day. How sad =( xD
I couldn't really understand the hapiness in which when I celebrated my birthday with my frenz. Because I din hold a birthday party be4 for myself. Well,I've been into some birthday party,for example Koon Thong's(twice),Soo Jean's and Wei Yee's(both once). It feels great to be in a birthday party. Everyone hang around together sharing the joy of celebrating one's birthday. I've been in some surprise birthday celebration as well. Like those friends suddenly turned out with a birthday cake and sing birthday song to you. Ya I had seen those birthday boy or girl celebrating their birthday with a cake and song from their friends.
I wonder what birthday means to everyone of you. For me,it feels very much just like another day. It din change until my 12th birthday. How silly it would be for me to remind myself what happened on the 31 January 2006. I wrote on my calender,I was unhappy because I don't have a birthday cake. LOLS
Into my 13th birthday,I still remember it's just another day,a Thursday. Because I was new in SBS and a couple of days into the school,that's no one who actually knows my birthday. Into my 14th birthday,perhaps I could remember this one better because in my memory,I dun remember be4 31 January 2008 there are any friends who's birthday wish actually kept in my memory,except this year in which I received lots of birthday wish from my schoolmates and friends. And I learned a new phrase,happy BELATED birthday,which comes from Jia Yi. HAHA...I din know ppl can still wish you happy BELATED birthday when your birthday had actually passed. LOLS
Into my 15th birthday. Ya this would of course sticked to my mind. My family celebrated my birthday. I dun quite remember which other birthday of mine that was celebrated by my family except this one. I feel happy. =D My sweet 16th birthday? Nothing memorable for me. It's just another day. How sad =( xD
I couldn't really understand the hapiness in which when I celebrated my birthday with my frenz. Because I din hold a birthday party be4 for myself. Well,I've been into some birthday party,for example Koon Thong's(twice),Soo Jean's and Wei Yee's(both once). It feels great to be in a birthday party. Everyone hang around together sharing the joy of celebrating one's birthday. I've been in some surprise birthday celebration as well. Like those friends suddenly turned out with a birthday cake and sing birthday song to you. Ya I had seen those birthday boy or girl celebrating their birthday with a cake and song from their friends.
I just never experience either one be4 at all. My family din hold a birthday party for me to invite friends,although there's once in which my mum offer me the chance but I declined. My schoolmates and friends during my primary life had never celebrate my b'day be4. During secondary life it's the same. Form 1 no one knows my birthday. Form 2 just birthday wishes from my friends on a particular friday. Form 3 my b'day fall on Saturday,no school. Form 4 same case.
HAHA,this person looks silly. LOLS
HAHA,this person looks silly. LOLS
Well,ya...The silly person above realized one of my sort-of-childhood dream today. She bought me a birthday cake and held a surprise birthday celebration for me. =)
My heart can't really feel what's the feeling of a frenz holding a surprise birthday celebration for me,what's more this friend is the most important friend I ever have so far in my life. The feeling can't really sink in my heart that moment during recess because I was in a bit of rush during recess. Goin down to the koperasi to fotostat my class's new timetable,rushing down the canteen trying to get some food as I was hungry. I can't even realise that's a bunch of frenz waiting to give me a surprise birthday celebration as I zoomed past them to a store and order one plate of kuoy teow and fried rice.
That moment when I'm ready to pay for my kuoy teow and fried rice,my best buddy,Ming came and told me Sue Fen belanja me. I was a little confused as I dun rmb I had any bet with her about belanja me makan. I was a little hesitated and paid my kuoy teow and fried rice. Then she came,rushing to me and saying something like WOI SHIT YOU. I was still like a dumb ass n took my two plates of kuoy teow n fried rice and follow her to a table.
As I'm about to reach the table,I saw it. A bunch of friends surrounding a lighted birthday cake. It's a surprise birthday celebration for me from Sue Fen. I'm sorry because I was too surprised and the feeling can't sink into my heart as I'm in a busy state of mind. But off the celebration go. Birthday song from my friends,birthday wish.
Perhaps it's true I'm not good at expressing myself. Hopefully these words do the job for me:
I'm seriously touched. It's just great to have you realizing this little dream of mine,a birthday celebration from my friends. Perhaps you are the perfect person to realize this dream. I know both of us have such great memories in each other life. Although it seems in some way I don't mean much to you,but you mean so much for me. From the day we became close friends till now,no matter me and you were friend,couples or are soulmate,you never stop bringing memorable memories to my life. I'm happy to go through these precious time together with you. And still you are the most important friend and best soulmate of mine.
p.s. Perhaps I remembered I told you nowadays my heart is like so icy cold that I hardly able to shed a tears out my tears gland. The last time I really cried it was because of you. And yeah,you melted my heart successfully. I'm able to shed tears out of my tears gland,like finally. Those tears are so warm. I miss the day when we both cried together because of each other. =D
Thank you so much for the memories. I love you,Leong Sue Fen,a great friend of mine.
My heart can't really feel what's the feeling of a frenz holding a surprise birthday celebration for me,what's more this friend is the most important friend I ever have so far in my life. The feeling can't really sink in my heart that moment during recess because I was in a bit of rush during recess. Goin down to the koperasi to fotostat my class's new timetable,rushing down the canteen trying to get some food as I was hungry. I can't even realise that's a bunch of frenz waiting to give me a surprise birthday celebration as I zoomed past them to a store and order one plate of kuoy teow and fried rice.
That moment when I'm ready to pay for my kuoy teow and fried rice,my best buddy,Ming came and told me Sue Fen belanja me. I was a little confused as I dun rmb I had any bet with her about belanja me makan. I was a little hesitated and paid my kuoy teow and fried rice. Then she came,rushing to me and saying something like WOI SHIT YOU. I was still like a dumb ass n took my two plates of kuoy teow n fried rice and follow her to a table.
As I'm about to reach the table,I saw it. A bunch of friends surrounding a lighted birthday cake. It's a surprise birthday celebration for me from Sue Fen. I'm sorry because I was too surprised and the feeling can't sink into my heart as I'm in a busy state of mind. But off the celebration go. Birthday song from my friends,birthday wish.
Perhaps it's true I'm not good at expressing myself. Hopefully these words do the job for me:
I'm seriously touched. It's just great to have you realizing this little dream of mine,a birthday celebration from my friends. Perhaps you are the perfect person to realize this dream. I know both of us have such great memories in each other life. Although it seems in some way I don't mean much to you,but you mean so much for me. From the day we became close friends till now,no matter me and you were friend,couples or are soulmate,you never stop bringing memorable memories to my life. I'm happy to go through these precious time together with you. And still you are the most important friend and best soulmate of mine.
p.s. Perhaps I remembered I told you nowadays my heart is like so icy cold that I hardly able to shed a tears out my tears gland. The last time I really cried it was because of you. And yeah,you melted my heart successfully. I'm able to shed tears out of my tears gland,like finally. Those tears are so warm. I miss the day when we both cried together because of each other. =D
Thank you so much for the memories. I love you,Leong Sue Fen,a great friend of mine.
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