Mood's going on a roller coaster ride

I just feel it's so tough to manage my feeling nowadays. My mood just going on a roller coaster ride.

I guess I'm able to manage my feelings now better than early of the year. But it's so tired coz it's so tough.

I guess this is what people means by I'm going through and learning the part and parcel of growing up. lol

It's just frustrating

Mood swings. I just can't help it. I miss my old gang so much. It's just so frustrating to see some of my classmates have their own gang but I don't have.

Some people said it's my own fault that I don't choose to mix with my new classmates at the begining. Yes,it's my problem that I dun like to mix with some of my classmates. No offence here but when those ppl said it's my problem,I just want u all to know that u all are lucky to have ur own gang. U all are confident to say it's my problem that I dun mix with new ppl because you all dun feel the way I feel. All I want to say is I don't get the comfortable feeling from my new class that I had with my old gang. Not that I dun wan to mix with them. Just I don't feel comfortable like how I feel with my old gang.

But I'm glad that one particular classmate being neutral on my condition and concern about my feeling. That person is Sook Yi. I dunno whether you really did that anot but I just felt that. So,I guess I should say thank you to the good person? =D

Loving it

I always said that I don't like la la mui. But I guess I had like one la la girl. LOLS

ok...not those kua cheong type la la girl. But still for me she's la la.

AND I LIKE HER! =O

Hey guys. Not to be mistaken. I'm not fallen in love with anyone. Like Sook Yi(1st time I mention her in my blog) said,I'm just wavy. And I enjoy it. LOLS

U see,loving someone who dun love me is kinda suffering.
So,I much more prefer to like MANY GIRLS. wtf...ahaha!

Some fren was like if i like someone,why dun i just tell them n try to date them?
well,my response will be: I'm not ready for any relationship.

p.s. i'm not flirty coz i dun flirt with girls.
p.s. i know tis one so random suddenly. just to remind u guys i'm not a flirty guy coz i dun have flirty blood running inside my blood.

OH! not to forget.
U see,Jeff said every guy must be horny.
reason? IF UR DAD IS NOT HORNY,YOU WON'T BE BORN.
JEFF ROCKS WTH

Just touched

I think I had said these many times last time,regardless of whatever the situation is. But I guess there's a need for me to think it again...

I'm touched by your confession and THANK YOU AND SORRY FOR EVERYTHING.

Walking down the memory lane
All the joys and sorrows
I still remember deep inside my heart
How wonderful it was

All the happiness
I shall keep inside my heart
Together with the unhappy one
As this is what make the past wonderful

As time pass by
It's still that wonderful
Even when I'm unhappy
It brings a smile back to my face

=)

I've always wanted to tell you
You gave me hapiness beyond belief
Say that you will be forever by my side

Let's just be together and watch time pass by
I just love you,loving you
With sorrow,with joy,with you even ordinary is meaningful
Sweet and comfortable,that kind of feeling is you

Together as time pass by
Please remember how much I love you

I place all my hapiness on your hands
Oh I just love you,loving you
I want us to be together

Just unbelieveable

I just can't believe it myself. Everything had changed between us less than one year. I never ever expect what is happening between both of us now.

Reflecting the past,it's just hard to believe the past you and the current you are actually the same person. (still I can't believe it. =O)

You're just not the same person when I first met you anymore. =(((

Weird Dreams

Just woke up from a dream. Dream of slapping a female classmates of mine.

I did actually slapped a female classmates of mine during standard 6. And that girl is my best female frenz since kindergarden somemore. But she eventually forgive me on the day I slapped her itself and we remained good frenz till now.

I wonder will it happen to me and her if I really slap her???

In The Past

I am all alone now
My life feels so empty without the familiar faces
Countless days
Together we have weathered the storms
Together we laughed like innocent children
Together we reached for our dreams
Now all of those things are dead and gone forever
Like shattered pieces of glass

Written by TC
Edited by Michelle
=)

Laughing more than focusing during class wth

SO(umass's shout wth)...2day we had our bio class. wasn't that jam-packed n donald has his time to make some joke.



So he was talking bout reproduction of amoeba sp. amoeba reproduce by binary bission under favourable conditions. those conditions are:



1) presence of food

2) presence of oxygen

3) high humidity

4) low temperature

5) neutral pH

6) low intensity of light



amoeba is an animal cell. same goes to human but human it's a complex organisms. continue reading i bet u will laugh like mad if u can imagine u're in the class.



1) human needs food to reproduce so sperm cells have energy to swim

2) human needs oxygen during sexual intercourse. (obviously)

3) high humidity...better still on the air-cond during sexual intercourse( 1st dirty jokes)

4) low temperature(almost same like 3)

5) neutral ph because sperm cell will die if it's not neutral

6) MOST IMPORTANT of all conditions...low intensity of light...boy switch off the light pls...



one guy switch off the light. then he said:



ahhh...just nice(imagine the classroom has low intensity of light)...suitable light intensity for sexual intercourse



wth i tell u guys...the whole class laugh like mad. this jokes above are so dirty that it create imagination in my mind(well i'm a hamsup fella wth).



thr's 1 more minor jokes here which also make me laugh:



donald: exchange of gas occurs in frog's skin because frog's skin is moisture which is suitable for diffusion of gases. u guys try to take a frog n wipe away its mucus on it's body. the frog will have problem carrying respiration. when the frog is suffering n goin to die,the frog will struggle n SHOWS MIDDLE FINGLE TO YOU.





see...frog really likes to show middle finger to ppl...Kurang ajar rite? AHAHAHAHA

Her presence makes my heart beat so fast

I had never been that close with her be4. Until today during sejarah class. Firstly,she asked my fren got seat on her right side anot and my fren replied no. So,she went to find other seat. Just the moment she wanted to walk away,she saw there's an empty seat on my left. She asked me got people sit anot. Suddenly I was like completely went blank. I couldn't speak out and I shaked my head to indicate to her no. And then she sit next to me. OMG

Din talk to her during the class. But heard her voice when her elbow accidentally knocked my hand. Her voice kinda cute. lols

Finish sejarah class. Off to M maths class. again she sit next to me. This time on my right. Have a little discussion with her bout some maths questions. I guess first time I talked to her. xD

Overcome yourself

I done my best

Although it's not good enough

But I overcome myself

=)

Got no.4 for high jump. Not to be too disappointed with that because in the top 5 I'm the only form 4 guy. And I improved my personal best from 1.35m to 1.40m...xD