Wave bye bye to 2011 and welcome 2012 with open arm

I do realise I have a blog and I guess The Life and Feelings of LTC would be the best place to put my feelings into words in order to sum up 2011.

Studies
When 2011 came, I knew that SPM is the final battle I needed to face in my secondary school life. I had a total different mindset in facing SPM compared to PMR. There was no heavy pressure on myself to achieve any target for SPM since I set no target for myself. I intended just to go through this year with the same work ethic and mentality I had in 2010,which brought me the biggest breakthrough in my studies. And it worked out well for me. Even though I did not achieve any breakthrough for my studies in 2011, I'm glad that I was able to keep up where I left off in 2010. After SPM ended, I have to say I found it relatively easier to handle compared to PMR. Not that I say SPM is an easy exam to face,but I felt so much more comfortable and so much more prepared for each and every single exam I took in Form 5, partly thanks to my big turnaround during 2010 which gave me so much confidence to face SPM. Never had I felt so enjoyable facing my studies. I'm very proud to say that I did not fell in the midst of hardship and did not let tears flow due to pressure. To sum up perhaps the most boring topic, I just hope that I will not regret with all the things that I had done for SPM this year and pray that everything will turn out nice and worthwhile when March 2012 came. =)

Class & School
In terms of this, there was no doubt I came in 2011 with a satisfied heart. I got exact the class I wanted to be in: 5 Angsana. I felt very comfortable being in this class because the study environment is perfectly suited for SPM. I really enjoyed with the life in this class. Everything works out so professionally. The class teacher,Encik Amir is awesome. And every single 5 Angsanians of 2011 is great. I felt so much more attached to each and every single of you. I felt belonged to this group of people and you all gave me a great year to live with.

As for school,I dun have much things to talk about. I guess being under the roof of 5 Angsana class is best enough to define my last year in secondary school life.

Friends
My biggest appreciation has to go to Ming Yang and Kar Leong. Throughout my life, I don't think I have any close friends until you two appeared in my life. I have to say the year that I really felt so much closer to you guys is this year. The first 2 years in my secondary school life I was more of a lone ranger. Even during Form 3 I din really felt that close to you guys until I was separated from you guys during 2010. People often say you won't miss something until you lost it. It was a huge relief to be in the same class with you two again this year. Thanks for guiding and supporting me not only this year,but my entire secondary school life. You two are my best bro. xD

To Sue Fen as well as Sook Yi, you two changed me into a better self. Despite the misunderstanding in the middle of this year,I felt so glad that we can resolve all the misunderstanding and become friends again. Thank you for being understanding as a friend and always be there whenever I need to pour out my feelings. I sincerely appreciate these friendships.

Kanesh, you have been a patient friend to me. It's great to have you as one of my study partners throughout the year. Gwen,your laugh will always enlighten not only my life but many people's life. A special friend indeed and I love you. =D Chia Xin,it's great to know you. Thanks for all the ride this year. Pauline and Christie,you two are great to be with. Thanks for all the fun time this year. Desmond,Kai Hoong,Jeff and Koon Thong,thanks for all the great time on the basketball court as well as off the court. Wan Jiun,your craziness is the one that I will miss the most about you.

Well,I guess that's all I got to say. It's not easy to get this post done since I really don't know what to write. But nonetheless I'm determined to get my blog posts in double digits every year. Guess I just managed it heh? xD

2011 is history and 2012 is the present as well as the future. I pray for myself as well as everyone. Let's hope for a better and happier 2012.

From TC with love. =D

So called "Singaporean"

Yeah,I know I always treat some people who are academically weaker with this attitude:

TC: Darn,too many silly mistakes,how to get A+ la if it's 91 marks and above? *show the irritating sad face*

Whenever I say this,I'm sure most of the people hate me for that,because they might be thinking "shuddup la you think you are so good arr". Or perhaps some people with low dignity will feel bad for themselves whenever I said this.

Anyway,I'm not going to satirize myself for being an arrogant person here. The purpose of writing this post is to safeguard the true Malaysians' dignity. *remember to cheer for me after reading this post =P*

Apparently,I saw someone writing in his blog saying that SPM is easy. Well,the tone of saying it is full of ego in my view. I guess the so-called "Singaporean" must have forgotten where he actually came from.

Honestly, if you ask me whether O Levels is harder or SPM is harder, I think the answer is very subjective in my humble opinion. Two factors come into my mind when I try to answer the question mentioned above. First of all,it depends on whether you are a Malaysian or Singaporean. Second,it depends whether you are a smart student or weak student.

Let's talk about the first factor then. It is undeniable that both Malaysians and Singaporeans are taking a different examination system. For the Malaysians, it is SPM. For the Singaporeans,it is O Levels. Honestly, when the so called ''Singaporean" said come on dude and dudettes(in Malaysia),get a grip,SPM is easy, I find him to be such a ridiculous person. I laughed,laughed at a person who was once considered a joke in examination(IN MALAYSIA), boasted about how easy is SPM syllabus,like a piece of cake with cream filling. I know people tend to be forgetful,but let me remind you that you were once the person who was shameful of yourself facing smart Malaysians whenever they asked about your marks. Yeah,time flies. You had transformed from a joke into something err...neither fish nor fowl or neither a Malaysian nor a Singaporean,which you considered yourself a class above than the rest of the Malaysians who cried about how difficult the questions are and how stressful the exam is. You have even grown up,taking your O Levels exam like a man,compared to a little mice last time who did not even have the guts to talk about exam with the Malaysian which you considered they should rejoice about how easy SPM is.

To round off the first factor,I feel that you should never say how easy SPM is. Yeah,you might say it is easy because you feel that whatever you learnt for O Levels is way harder than SPM. You do have a point here because you had studied in both Malaysia and Singapore. But PLEASE consider this: IF you have never studied in Singapore and you're still staying in Malaysia taking SPM like the rest of us,would you even dare to say to the smart Malaysians that SPM is easy? You might have the guts to say it,but you know what,there will be no so-called perfect Singaporean standing by your side on this case like what you have now when you said SPM is easy. Those Singaporeans might even look at you the same way you're looking at us,the Malaysians.

Let's move on to the second factor. You know what? I dare not say that I'm academically better than you because there's no way I could compare myself to you when we are taking a different examination system. Kudos and bravos to you for turning into a better student because you completed your secondary education in Singapore. However,I DO HAVE THE GUTS to say that I COULD BE BETTER THAN YOU if I'm studying in Singapore like you. You might be thinking this is bullshit,but I don't think it's bullshit because you have never proven to me that you are academically better than me when you were still in Malaysia. On the other hand,you too could never prove to me that you are academically better than me even if we both study in Singapore,because that will never happen. You said you took your O Levels like a man(even the girls). I can say the same thing to you that I,LIKE MOST OF THE MALAYSIANS,TOOK OUR SPM LIKE A MAN(EVEN THE GIRLS).

To say the least about the second factor,when you are smart enough,you won't think the exam is hard,like how you consider yourself to be smarter than those Malaysians who cried about SPM. No one in Malaysia here claim they are smart because we all felt that our SPM is not like a piece of cake with cream fillings,just like no one in Singapore claim they are smart because they all do not consider their O Levels is like a piece of cake with cream fillings. We,both Malaysians and Singaporeans took our exam like a man.

Yes,you are right that we,the Malaysians should stop pitying ourselves because you consider SPM to be easy. Very true,because WE,THE MALAYSIANS should pity you for taking O Levels which you consider to be way way harder than SPM,because you were the one who chose to study there,leaving your own country. So,good luck for your fucking exam.

Signing off. *gosh,I suddenly feel like I'm a hero to all the 2011 SPM students. OMG I'M SO PERASAN.*

Just because we don't talk doesn't mean I don't think about you. I'm just trying to distance myself because I know I can't have you.

Post-trial life

Well,since Gwen said my blog has been dead,I guess I might need to take a little effort to revive it before I get back to my studies. Just a reminder though. Dun read this if you are not interested to know about my life. It's quite long and boring...I think.

Well,I guess I don't have any emotional problem to talk about because I'm pretty fine with all the things around me. So,let's just talk about life itself. Ya,post-trial life.

Last Wednesday,the day when I had my last paper for trial,Chemistry P1. Pauline was surprised that I did not gather my usual gang to check the answers for the paper,which I normally did. Well,I was too overjoyed that it's finally over and I dun wish to let the paper destroy that little pure excitement of finishing the trial. I couldn't sit still when Pn. Suhana was going to collect the papers. A little rise smile from her face showed that she understood how relieve I was that the trial is over. I guess nothing much happened after I went home. Facebooking, sleeping,went to tuition and then playing PS. There goes my 1st day after finish trial.

Last Thursday, I couldn't remember what significant thing happened that day,or perhaps nothing significant at all. Went to school. Did the usual thing. Talked n talked somemore. Went home. The same thing I did the previous day. Sorry,I can't remember anything about this particular day anymore.

Last Friday, went to school. The teacher gave us a little briefing about the graduation ceremony. The main topic was our etika pemakaian. During that briefing,I borrowed a book from Kanesh entitled Honor Among Thieves by Jeffrey Archer. Since I planned to enjoy that particular week after exam finished,I just randomly grabbed the book from him n read for fun. Nice book though. Ming,Teo and Kanesh have been reading Jeffery Archer's book since dunno when. I din follow them to read because I dun like to read much. Perhaps the only book which I'm really interested in reading is about China history. But I din get myself reading this year though since revision book has been my top choice this year...sort of. So,after the briefing,we had some so-called-moral programme,which is the particular programme to 'spend our time wisely' when the Muslim students have their so-called-more-meaningful Islam programme. Well,I have to admit this activity is better than Pn. Lim's counselling programme though. I really couldn't stand 3-4 hours of meditation with her,thank god. After school, I went home, ate my lunch,bathed and watched some live badminton match of our proud Datuk Lee Chong Wei. After that,from 5p.m. to 12a.m. I did my homework for the Sunway A-Level Scholarship interview. 7 hours. Wow,I was so tired because I din take my usual afternoon nap. I was eagerly anticipated for the interview that was about to take place the following day. First time I attended an interview. Ya,I'm pretty hardworking and serious towards my 1st interview.

Last Saturday, I followed Kanesh's father's car to Sunway College. Arrived there,had a little discussions with fellow SBSians before entering a hall to have a little briefing about the interview. During the briefing,I was going through my homework for the interview. Out of nowhere,someone I known was asking me whether I was memorising for the interview. What the fuck?! So you think I'm some little nerd student who dunno how to think to speak? ==

After the briefing,the interview started. Gwen was the 1st among the SBSians to go for the interview. Had some fine moments with Kanesh,and my seniors from Sunway before I went for my interview. One student from Sunway led me and another Indian student to the outside of the classroom where we will have our interview. Was given a case studies for 15 mins before I entered the room. It's about child behavior. Guess it's quite a general topic as compared to my other friends. Kanesh's one is about dog. Pearly's and Christie's one about aeroplane. Michelle's one is about junk food. I took around 8 mins to get a deep understanding about my case studies. It din take long since it's a relatively common topic. I asked to go into the interview room early but the student asked me to wait. So,I looked outside the window. Watched the bright sunshine. Tried to compose myself.

When I got into the interview room,I wasn't feeling nervous. Guess I did a great job in composing and relaxing myself to get myself ready. I had a relatively nice interview though,for 1st timer like me. I was asked about my students reporter and basketball. Din get nervous during the interview. Hope that I gave a good impression for the interviewer. Perhaps I got a little too excited in the end. Forgot to give a handshake to the interviewer. Left the room with a thank you.

After the interview, Kanesh's dad fetched me home. I got some bathing before I followed his father car to tuition again. Add Maths class was usual but I was not in the mood to study Motion along a straight line since I wanted to enjoy life without worrying about studies. Maths class was about the same. Wasn't really listening to Kung since it's just some questions for revision. I finished the questions on my own. Got my 50 bucks from him as a reward for my trial's maths exam. After tuition,went to eat at Wong Si Nai. Had some great chatting with Teo,Sok Yean,Sook Yi and Miow before I decided to stay for bio extra class. Well,his class was jam packed since many people that were not suppose to be in the class were in the class,including me. Had some great moment with the SBU gang. The class ended at 9p.m. 4 hours and he din teach much...usual la. After that,went home by followed Michelle's parents' car.

Last Sunday, I did a little shopping with my mum at Jusco for my graduation's attire. I dunno how to describe the attire since I dun have good English to describe it. Just want to say that I felt I looked great in the outfit. Sook Yi commented I need a nice haircut to look better during graduation.

I guess that's all for this. This week has been about wasting time chit-chatting while waiting to get back the trial results. BYE!

Please don't be too tolerant on me

I feel so stupid when this came into my mind but after thinking about it,I'm a little unsure whether I should feel glad or sad about it.

You know I consider myself very lucky because I have a bunch of friends who understand me. And they have been very tolerant and accept me for who I am. But after some kind of dispute with someone,I started to feel bad for myself.

My good friends have been way too tolerant on me. I never doubt that I really had a problem in controlling my temper when things doesn't go my way. When I'm losing my temper,my anger started to overwhelm my conscious. My good friends started to be passive towards my anger because they knew well that I couldn't really think wisely when I'm angry. To make matter worse,I started to assume that this is me and if my friends can't accept my temper,don't be friend with me then. Whatever I done wrong in life,they just assume that oh this is TC,so just let it be. Because of this,I started to lose the sense that I need to learn from my mistake because my good friends should be tolerant and forgive what I done wrong.

Well,I hope my friends can do a simple favor for me by not being too tolerant towards what I did wrong. I know most of you assume that it's pointless to explain to me because I'll never listen. But please,don't do that. Point out what I did wrong and explain to me. Let me value myself. When the explanation goes into my brain,it would become a valuable lesson to me.

Please, teach me the values of life.

没想到你是如此感性。=）

回忆起我如何放下那半年都不到的爱情，真觉得没什么大不了。

阅读了你的部落格，我开始觉得你是如此地感性。

从你的那些字里，我意识到你是多么地爱他，知道你正在很痛苦地放下那个三年的恋情。

我断然地觉得自己很侥幸。那半年都不到的爱情虽然对我来说算是轰轰烈烈，但是我可以很潇洒地放下。=)

虽然我是暗恋你，但是我和你纯粹只是片面之交的朋友。

但是你的感性不仅让我对你暗恋的欲望没有如此深了，而且让我更欣赏你。

The winner and the pretender

If you are a great winner,no one will be jealous of you,but admiring you instead. If you are the pretender and just appear to be better than most of the people when the fact is you only win in small occasion,no doubt people will be jealous of you because they think you are just too cocky and they too can be better than you.

It just seems that you are not so a great winner to them. People don't just despise you for your so-called achievement, people despises you for pretending you achieved something. Quit your insecurity of people's jealousy and stop finding excuses to convince yourself that people despises you because you are too perfect for them.

And,just in case you didn't notice,you should mirror yourself and probably you will find out that you are just the same as the others. There is a chance part of you are just as selfish and as jealous as you had mentioned. You are just jealous of others who are least successful but apparently more likeable than you. Thus,you go all the way defending yourself for not being accepted by others because they are just jealous of you.

Lastly,continue your effort to be a true winner that wins people's admiration. No one will take anything away from what you really achieved or contributed by simply being jealous.

A true winner wins people's admiration by action.
A pretender wins only jealousy by talking.

p.s. I do not intend to make myself look mighty or holly by just writing this post. I wrote this for you to reflect back on yourself. Everyone needs to reflect themselves at certain point in their life.

Come on,you are just like me,human. Selfish,jealous and disgusting as you mentioned. Yes, I am selfish,jealous and disgusting because I'm a human too. And you said human nature is selfish,jealous and disgusting. I guess you are selfish,jealous and as disgusting as those who criticized you. If you say you are not,good for you then. Perhaps I should look up to you as my prophet or maybe my next generation will be praying at your feet as the holly god.

You can say I should judge myself before judging and criticizing others. I learned my lessons and reflected myself in my life. I WAS a cocky and immature person and at the same time I AM cocky and immature. That's human. A human reflects himself/herself and changes but can never be perfect.

Lastly,there's no fucking need for me to win the whole world's heart to be with me against you by just simply writing this. I do not need to win people's heart,but I intend for people to follow my heart. If they do not accept my mistakes or attitude or opinions,fine for me. I accept their opinion.

BUT YOU? Trying your fucking best to win people's heart and at the same time criticize those who do not accept you and jealous of you by finding excuses for your flaws. People ONLY criticizes you for a reason. You don't get an echo if the wall doesn't reflect.

Seriously,if you could just ignore others' jealousy of you and reflect on your high and achievement in your life,you will be much happier. I believe there's always friends to share those high and joy with you. More importantly,you should really judge and reflect yourself. There's no need to be fuss over others' criticism of you if you are right by your own right. Why goes writing status and post to vent your frustrations of others' criticism of you? It just led people to know there's people who criticize you and MOST importantly, let those who criticized you to continue criticizing you.

p.s. Honestly,put the villain tag on me because I believe you had one yourself too. =)

Healthy Leisure Activities For Teenagers

Do you feel tired of studying at home? Do you feel confined in your room? Well, if the answer is yes, perhaps it is time for you to consider involving yourself in some leisure activities away from studying in your room. First and foremost, let me explain first what leisure activities are. Leisure activities are activities that can be carried out to relax ourselves during our free time. Generally, there are two types of leisure activities which are indoor and outdoor.

For those who prefer to relax themselves in a quiet environment, one might prefer indoor activities. There is an array of indoor activities that you can enjoy such as reading, stamp-collecting or learning to play a music instrument. As for those people who enjoy adventurous and exciting activities, outdoor activities suit you the best. Whenever you want an adrenaline push, you can just go for mountain-climbing or jungle-trekking with your pals. No matter it is indoor or outdoor activities, involving yourself in these healthy leisure activities surely could benefits you in many way.

One of the benefits that can be derived from involving yourself in healthy leisure activities is that time can be spent wisely. As the saying ‘time is gold’ goes, we know well that time which had lost can never be regained. Hence, every single second of your life should be well spent with meaningful activities. By involving in healthy leisure activities, you have spent your time in a worthwhile pursuit. Simple activity such as reading can do the trick for you. By reading, you are gaining new knowledge and information from this fast-paced world.

Besides that, social ills can be prevented as well if we involve ourselves in healthy leisure activities. Smoking, cyber-gaming and clubbing are example of unhealthy leisure activities that are fast picked up by teenagers today. These activities not only are a waste of time and money, but could also damage one’s dignity. As a teenager, we are the country’s future leader. Thus, we need to take our lifestyle seriously so that we are leading a healthy lifestyle. Involving in healthy leisure activities during free time is one way to lead a healthy lifestyle.

One of the reasons that I encourage you to be involved in healthy leisure activities is that we only need a few equipments to enable us to carry out these activities. For example, you only require a bicycle to enable you to cycle around the town to break a sweat. Cycling helps you to stay physically fit and keeps you healthy. On the other hand, we need only a small space to carry out these healthy leisure activities. Take basketball as example. All you need is just court with hoops. Basketball court can be found anywhere in the city as basketball is one of the famous sports in the country.

Another reason that healthy leisure activities should be encouraged among you is that you do not need to spend much to carry out these leisure activities. The costs incurred for pursuing these activities is very cheap. For example, if you like soccer, you only need to pay a small amount of money to buy a football. You could even share the costs to buy a football with your friend. After that, you could kick it around on the pitch with your friends for a long time. As compared to unhealthy activities such as cyber-gaming, a large amount of money can be wasted if one is active cyber gamer. Why choose to waste your money and time on these unhealthy activities instead of having fun enjoying healthy leisure activities?

In a nutshell, there are a lot of ways to spend your leisure time, but you have to make sure the way you spend it is a healthy one. So, I appeal to everyone of you here to spend your leisure time the way you like the best. Remember time is not to be wasted but to spend it well. Thank you very much.

Not-a-good-friend-to-be

Perhaps I've never been a good friend to anyone.

It's just a matter whether someone accept me as a friend or not.

I dun mean anything in anyone's life.

Why not take some time off to breathe?

It feels funny sometimes when I see some of my friends complaining about things happened in life. From the tonnes of homework to the teachers' unreasonably expectation,from the dissastification of some particular person to the complaining of he or she. I seriously can't understand and unable to feel what they are feeling right now.

I knew life hasn't been that wonderful this year. But somehow I really don't know how I am able to take everything that comes into my life so far. This year certainly doesn't feel the same way for me like 2009 or 2010. I feel I can really take on my life this year so much better than the previous 2 years. I couldn't have imagine this before 2011 actually began.

Perhaps pressure hasn't really got into me yet. Perhaps my life is simpler than others. But now,I just feel good about life. I don't complain anything that happened this year as often as last time. I just accept whatever comes into my life. I just follow the flow. I don't feel anything being the obstacle there in my life yet. That's cool.

To those friends who's been complaining hell heck this year has been so hectic and stressful,I sincerely hope you people can feel the same way as I feel about myself and this year. You all might say that I've been like a robot this year,working non-stop crazily. You all might say that my life is so simple or perhaps too dull. But hey! Try to look at this way,you guys and girls just want a simple life right? I am having a simple life,probably a little dull. Why don't you all just try to think simple? Just accept things that comes into your life. You can't expect a simple life when everyone of us is on the brink of being 17 years old or is already a seventeen years old teenager. Stop complaining about this and that. Life could have been simpler if you look at it in a different view.

p.s. ya I know some ppl might think I'm just like you all last time. Although I might be going back to the old me when pressure is getting into my head,but HEY! REMEMBER THIS! I've changed a lot more than before. Cheer and be happy for me. (This is so lame =.=)

You realized another dream of mine =)

Well,first post of the year. Ya pretty much busy with studies. But I couldn't leave this away from my blog. It meant so much for me.

I wonder what birthday means to everyone of you. For me,it feels very much just like another day. It din change until my 12th birthday. How silly it would be for me to remind myself what happened on the 31 January 2006. I wrote on my calender,I was unhappy because I don't have a birthday cake. LOLS

Into my 13th birthday,I still remember it's just another day,a Thursday. Because I was new in SBS and a couple of days into the school,that's no one who actually knows my birthday. Into my 14th birthday,perhaps I could remember this one better because in my memory,I dun remember be4 31 January 2008 there are any friends who's birthday wish actually kept in my memory,except this year in which I received lots of birthday wish from my schoolmates and friends. And I learned a new phrase,happy BELATED birthday,which comes from Jia Yi. HAHA...I din know ppl can still wish you happy BELATED birthday when your birthday had actually passed. LOLS

Into my 15th birthday. Ya this would of course sticked to my mind. My family celebrated my birthday. I dun quite remember which other birthday of mine that was celebrated by my family except this one. I feel happy. =D My sweet 16th birthday? Nothing memorable for me. It's just another day. How sad =( xD

I couldn't really understand the hapiness in which when I celebrated my birthday with my frenz. Because I din hold a birthday party be4 for myself. Well,I've been into some birthday party,for example Koon Thong's(twice),Soo Jean's and Wei Yee's(both once). It feels great to be in a birthday party. Everyone hang around together sharing the joy of celebrating one's birthday. I've been in some surprise birthday celebration as well. Like those friends suddenly turned out with a birthday cake and sing birthday song to you. Ya I had seen those birthday boy or girl celebrating their birthday with a cake and song from their friends.

I just never experience either one be4 at all. My family din hold a birthday party for me to invite friends,although there's once in which my mum offer me the chance but I declined. My schoolmates and friends during my primary life had never celebrate my b'day be4. During secondary life it's the same. Form 1 no one knows my birthday. Form 2 just birthday wishes from my friends on a particular friday. Form 3 my b'day fall on Saturday,no school. Form 4 same case.
HAHA,this person looks silly. LOLS

Well,ya...The silly person above realized one of my sort-of-childhood dream today. She bought me a birthday cake and held a surprise birthday celebration for me. =)

My heart can't really feel what's the feeling of a frenz holding a surprise birthday celebration for me,what's more this friend is the most important friend I ever have so far in my life. The feeling can't really sink in my heart that moment during recess because I was in a bit of rush during recess. Goin down to the koperasi to fotostat my class's new timetable,rushing down the canteen trying to get some food as I was hungry. I can't even realise that's a bunch of frenz waiting to give me a surprise birthday celebration as I zoomed past them to a store and order one plate of kuoy teow and fried rice.

That moment when I'm ready to pay for my kuoy teow and fried rice,my best buddy,Ming came and told me Sue Fen belanja me. I was a little confused as I dun rmb I had any bet with her about belanja me makan. I was a little hesitated and paid my kuoy teow and fried rice. Then she came,rushing to me and saying something like WOI SHIT YOU. I was still like a dumb ass n took my two plates of kuoy teow n fried rice and follow her to a table.

As I'm about to reach the table,I saw it. A bunch of friends surrounding a lighted birthday cake. It's a surprise birthday celebration for me from Sue Fen. I'm sorry because I was too surprised and the feeling can't sink into my heart as I'm in a busy state of mind. But off the celebration go. Birthday song from my friends,birthday wish.

Perhaps it's true I'm not good at expressing myself. Hopefully these words do the job for me:

I'm seriously touched. It's just great to have you realizing this little dream of mine,a birthday celebration from my friends. Perhaps you are the perfect person to realize this dream. I know both of us have such great memories in each other life. Although it seems in some way I don't mean much to you,but you mean so much for me. From the day we became close friends till now,no matter me and you were friend,couples or are soulmate,you never stop bringing memorable memories to my life. I'm happy to go through these precious time together with you. And still you are the most important friend and best soulmate of mine.

p.s. Perhaps I remembered I told you nowadays my heart is like so icy cold that I hardly able to shed a tears out my tears gland. The last time I really cried it was because of you. And yeah,you melted my heart successfully. I'm able to shed tears out of my tears gland,like finally. Those tears are so warm. I miss the day when we both cried together because of each other. =D

Thank you so much for the memories. I love you,Leong Sue Fen,a great friend of mine.