不知不觉，我踏上了学记之路。一开始，我根本没心参加学记。只是因为前女友的缘故，我才答应珈杏学姐加入学记。过后与前女友分手了，她也缺席学记培训营，我就更加没心参加学记。去培训营，我的心态只是参加一个营吧了。在培训营，被骂到狗血淋头。根本不知道什么事，被骂到麻木。培训营就没多大的意义过去了。只领悟到自己已经是学记和多了一个身份。
培训营后，一直无心投入学记活动。缺席会议，没做好计划书。原因是因为我不享受太广的人际交流。而我也因学业的理由，不想添多一份责任。曾经想要退出学记，但同届与学姐的劝导下，我选择留下。虽然选择留下，不始终还是没有那颗心。
不知道为何，我参加了下乡营。这是学哥学姐们为我们24届办的最后一个营。在营里我当上了组长。我开始领悟到与学记们的生活。我也知道学哥学姐们对我的爱心。在营里面的坦诚相对与拥抱，我哭了。这是我在学记生涯里流的第一滴眼泪。
宝贝营的会议我根本没出席过，没什么准备就去当上了场地组工委。与同届学记并肩筹办一个营的经验印象深刻。大家一起努力地付出。大家互相帮忙、爱护及体谅。这个营也是我第一次为学记奉献自我。
全国营 。这个营我差一点就没去了。还记得，打给珈杏学姐告诉她我不想去。我听到了她对我失望的声音。她对我已经毫无办法了。但在她对我失望的同时，她没放弃我。与她半个小时的谈话，她改变了我的心态，也改写了我的学记生涯。参加了学记全国营，我的心结被打开了。学记在我生命里的定义也换了。
因为与家人去旅行，我没有去到成长营。所以我选择参加饥饿30营。在营里与学记们分享点点滴滴，是很美好的回忆。什么都不需要烦，尽情享受与他们聚集在一起的时光。我，更加爱我的学记战友。
培训营，我才第一次投入筹办活动。我回到我学记生涯领导我的同届麾下，也进入同一个组。我和依盈= 场地组。哈哈！筹办的过程中，我开始觉得内疚。之前的营，我根本没有为同届付出过。筹办的过程中，我也体验到学记之情，也更体会什么是奉献。培训营里，我找回了我所失去的回忆。看到学弟学妹被培训，想起了自己在被培训时是多幸福。哈哈！培训营结束后，我也卸任了。其实一点都不觉得什么，因为我的学记之心来的迟。一切都好像才开始。我的学记之路开始了新的旅程。
一言难尽，我想感谢各位学哥学姐。谢谢你们一直守护着我们24届，无时无刻都帮助我们。我也要特别感谢珈杏学姐。学姐挽救了我的学记生涯。
我也要感谢各位同届。谢谢你们带给我的回忆。我永远不忘你们。我爱你们！
学记，让我体验到什么是友情。学记，广大了我的世界。学记，改变了我。我爱学记！！！
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
Keeping my fingers crossed
To be honest,I have never think of what impact it will bring to me when I've got myself at the top. The moment I reached the top,I just felt relieved because it had taken me so long to get there and I'm happy and proud of myself.
But nonetheless,the road is not end yet and there's still a long way to go. And thanks to my friends' reminder,I knew I might be on the verge of being too cocky and stumble upon myself. Things tend to happen like this. When you reach the top,you are bound to fall. I've encountered this situation before and I knew exactly what's the feeling when you fall from graces.
No doubt that there will be additional pressure on myself to maintain the exact same level I've reached. I knew well it's no easy thing to maintain it,let alone improve it. And I knew well the reason I've able to reach that level is solely my hard work and perhaps lady luck being by my side that time,not because I'm at the same level with them.
I just have this gutty feelings that there will be people watching my progress. And when I fell short,there will be some sort of cheering monster inside the person's heart. Can't avoid this. No matter who you are,there will always people who dislike you.
Well,I can only keep my fingers crossed and hope I don't stumble upon pressure since I have a tendency to crack out of pressure. Let's pray for myself that what is goin to happen in 2011 won't be running too far from what had happened in 2010.
LTC,prove to yourself that you can succeed upon pressure. =)
But nonetheless,the road is not end yet and there's still a long way to go. And thanks to my friends' reminder,I knew I might be on the verge of being too cocky and stumble upon myself. Things tend to happen like this. When you reach the top,you are bound to fall. I've encountered this situation before and I knew exactly what's the feeling when you fall from graces.
No doubt that there will be additional pressure on myself to maintain the exact same level I've reached. I knew well it's no easy thing to maintain it,let alone improve it. And I knew well the reason I've able to reach that level is solely my hard work and perhaps lady luck being by my side that time,not because I'm at the same level with them.
I just have this gutty feelings that there will be people watching my progress. And when I fell short,there will be some sort of cheering monster inside the person's heart. Can't avoid this. No matter who you are,there will always people who dislike you.
Well,I can only keep my fingers crossed and hope I don't stumble upon pressure since I have a tendency to crack out of pressure. Let's pray for myself that what is goin to happen in 2011 won't be running too far from what had happened in 2010.
LTC,prove to yourself that you can succeed upon pressure. =)
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