For the pleasure of your ears =)

Monday, August 31, 2009

No point

no point for being emo. i'm goin to face the biggest challenge of my life yet and i need to face it without worrying bout other things to succeed.

no point for saddening becoz some people criticize ur personality. just cry out loud n have a good sleep and it will be another new day of fresh challenge ahead.

Conclusion: no point for worrying bout any other things but PMR. i must ignore everything. PMR,u're the only thing that occupy my heart now....AHAHAHAHA! xD

Focus on the big thing ahead...it's now or never. gambateh!

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Fall at the final hurdle

I never expected this to happen at all but the unexpected happened when you're least expect it. It strikes a blow to my confidence,a very huge one indeed. I'm just stunned now. I've lost all the sense of motivation to score well in this exam. What should I do? Well,maybe at first I can't treat this exam as just another test but now I think I could. I just don't know how to accept this failure now. I'm fast heading for a decline in both my confidence and my result.

Am I still myself? Do I know well about myself?

A bad day...=(

Friday, August 7, 2009

Why can't I score A?

Tell me y...izzit I'm lazy or I'm just too stupid? Or mayb the paper is hard?

TC : good luck for ur BC paper.
GJY : u too. good luck. get ANOTHER 100%!
TC: ok. it's not funny. it's imposibble
GJY: LOL. you don't believe my words will come true also trust urself la...smart dude,you BOLEH 1 la

Sue: i ALWAYS know u CAN 1 rite?

i've heard enuf! i know myself well that i just cannot in the moment. all those consoling din have an effect on me at all and in fact it made me feel even down. coz i just can't do it when the paper is full format. all those high marks in the intervensi is just all pure luck. i know my level. i also know perfectly well that god of luck will not always be thr to help u.

mum n sue keep telling me it's JUST trial. they just wan me to stay positive. but does it work? NO! even u stay positive so wat!? u still already do bad in ur paper. nth can change. what is said is just half correct. ask urself la! if u can't score well in the trial,do u think u'll get a result totally different and even better a lot than the PMR?

it feels stupid when GJY said i'm smart but my marks are actually lower than her. what will u feel when ppl call u smart but ur result is sucker than theirs? it feels erm..funny i guess...LOLS

ok...i dun have any intention to update actually but it all changed after 2day BC paper.
nah...updated adi...but sorry if u're offended.
end of nonsense-bullshit-talk. bb