Skin Irritation

1st of all,this post's language will be damn cacated n informal. hope u understand xD

so,2day my dad bought me to a relative's house makan lunch. be4 i get into the story,let me describe the house 1st. it's my relative's new house n they hosted an open house. the house is a bangalo...triple story(see voca cacated)...gt swimming pool...design not tat nice in my eyes. OK...enuf of bs. let's begin the story.

so during the time i took my lunch,i felt skin irritation on my chest n neck. my aunt asked me why so red 1...i pun cakap nth n go garu garu it. at 1st i thought is becoz my shirt tat cause skin irritation...but tat shirt i've been wearing since last year CNY. so,prediction not acceptable.

went home...the irritation went through my whole upper body. i keep garu garu it until it's RED HOT(means it's f-ing gatal). my dad asked me go sleep a while 1st see will be better or not...but of coz no la.

so at night,mum brought me go jumpa doktor la. doktor cakap lu sakit mana(i swear he said tat to me),so i pun cakap sakit (ahem)...ceh...jkjk. told him i felt skin irritation. so he asked me to show my red hot sexy body...ahaha. then he told me 90% is because sea food,i said i din eat much but he said eat a bit also can be serious,jadi saya pun speechless. n guess wat's next? he said......HE'S GONNA TAKE INJECTION ON MY BUTT AKA MY ASS.

tell u seriously...WTF IT'S SO F-ING PAIN MF.

so finished injection,ambil ubat,balik kampung.

p.s. i told u it's f-ing informal n the language is cacated kan?
p.s. hope u guys understand.

BB

这段时间还是得过的 =）

时间是帮得上忙，可是也是一种折磨。

因为时间会不断地让回忆重现。

心是无法承受的。

但无论如何，这段时间, 还是得过的。

p.s. thx a lot for the consolation. xD

Finally I work my lazy ass out

The whole holidays I have been talking to exercise myself up so that I could be in the best shape for next year basketball tournament. But what I din expect is I only started all these TODAY!!!

It's hard to challenge my laziness really. My dad work up at 7 morning everyday to jog at Pandan Lake Club,a challenge for me to follow suit as I need to wake up at 7,which is a bit unchallengeable for a student who is enjoying his hols. Morever,I've been sleeping late playing computer games. So,obviously it's very hard to work my lazy ass out.

It was also a surprise that I managed to wake up at 7 today because I played computer games till 2a.m. today,plus I've having problems to sleep easily lately because my mind is distracted,so I guess I slept around 3 something today. But nevertheless,I WOKE UP. ==

So,I went to wash my face be4 out to PLC. Before we(my dad and I) went,I have problem picking a shoe to jog. I dun have a jogging shoe,so without the fear of shamefulness,I wore my school shoe to jog there.

Well,it's pointless to eloborate what I did besides jogging thr. So,I will summarize it:

1st round,walked all the way with dad(my dad walked quite fast too ==). Saw 1 kid fall down with his bike becoz of wet grass.
2nd round,ran 1/2 be4 slowing down to walk,now I realised how much more work need to be done to be fit...after the run,never run again and I just walked all the time I jogged thr.
3rd round,walked lo...BUT I realised 1 old fella...around in his 60s...have been running nonstop since I started to jog. That old fella is f-ing fit...omg.

Well,I guess that's all. I seriously hope I can continue what I did 2day morning consistently coz consisten work need to done in order to get really fit.

p.s. so random this post eh?

BB

How romantic are you quiz? I gt 64% wtf

You appear to have a well-balanced romantic self. While you may get flutters in your stomach when you meet someone you are very attracted to, you do not let your romantic-self entirely dictate how you proceed. You will ask yourself if there is a chance this relationship will work before allowing yourself to fall in love. Even if you feel a romantic connection is viable from a practical sense, you will not just allow yourself to be swept away.

You do not have many illusions about love. While you may feel a very deep attachment to someone, you know love rarely conquers all. You know successful relationships take work and compromise and a desire by those involved to make their relationship work. Candlelight dinners and words of endless love may be nice, but they don't pay the bills or get the dishes washed.

The middle ground on the romanticism scale is neither entirely safe nor entirely lackluster. However it does not carry the weight of a romantic failure based upon being swooped off your feet. Nor is the middle ground so devoid of romanticism that you feel like you are living with a sibling. Also, there is quite a bit of evidence that with your outlook on romanticism your relationship has a very good chance of succeeding.

Smile and Laugh

Why I din think of this?

I din realise that how effective a smile and a laugh can actually cure sorrowness. I guess it's the best besides time. xD

I did smile and laugh though. But I'm just smiling and laughing how naive I am. =(

Guess I have to really learn how to smile and laugh...OH! Talking about SMILE and LAUGH...I suddenly miss Gwen! T_T

爱谁？

爱自己，却会变得自私。
爱你所爱的人，却会对自己残酷。

在这种情况，你会选择爱谁？

当天真遇上残酷

一个天真的人，会觉得他所生活的世界是如此的美好。但他却没想到，当他遇上某件残酷的事情时，他会如此地不堪一击。如果没有一颗坚强的心，他根本无法能够接受那残酷的事情所带来的伤痛。

无可否认，时间是最好的医生。时间能治疗所有的创伤。但有没有想过，时间并不能在最需要的时候为极度受伤的心灵治疗。时间所施的是慢性治疗，只有随着岁月的流逝，才能够真正地完全治疗好那受伤的心灵。

当天真的人无法逞受那伤痛时，他会很渴望地寻找最快速的疗方，以治疗他那粹落的心。那疗方是天真的疗方。虽知那是行不通的，但他已别无选择，为求的只是能捱过那难过的关。其他的人会觉得他很傻或很执著，但他却是情势所逼的。

怀念

今天不知道为什么，身体觉得很沉重，心情觉得很郁闷，于是便决定去骑骑脚踏车。原本只是想到家外疏疏筋骨，但没想到我却去寻找了一些消失已久的回忆。

骑到学校附近的一些地方，那些消失已久的回忆渐渐浮现在脑海里。学校放学时学生们经常走的走廊、SBU那里的T字路、九里香、公园......这些地方曾发生过似普通的事，现在却变成让我极度怀念的回忆。

骑到累后，便决定到那公园去歇一会儿。我记得这里曾发生过许多事情，但脑子里却对这边最陌生。可是久而久之，怀念的心情却带动着脑子慢慢地找回那些回忆。真的好怀念噢！

这时雨却下了起来。不知到为何我并没有意志要赶快骑回家，明知在下着雨，却还慢吞吞地。怎知雨却没下大。在我缓慢的速度一直到家的路途中，雨势还是一样地没变大。

这场小雨代表什么呢？是要我清醒还是为我哭泣？或许我想太多了吧！这只不过是一场雨啊！但它却为我的心情带来一些惆怅感。

无奈

心中有难愈的伤痕，

觉得很无奈。

心中有种无法自拔的痛，

觉得很无奈。

无法忘掉那似美好却又伤心的回忆，

觉得很无奈。

独自一人沉落在那伤痛的心灵，

觉得很无奈。

我......
还能怎样？