Teddy Bear

You said I'm caring. Well,I just do what can I do as a bf. Honestly,not only you felt that,I feel I did very little too. Those little things that I did to show consideration for you it's like never satisfying me. I dun feel that you feel very happy enough. I want to do more,but currently I dun think I'll be able to do it. Still,the hapiness you showed in front of me make me feel glad,but something I feel guilty for doing so little. Give me time ok? I CAN DO MORE THAN THAT!!! =P

Eh...pinch me lesser k? xD Honestly it's pain lo! T_T xD

erm...i dunno what more to post...but i hope tis song can help me express myself. xD

Michael Jackson
I Just Can't Stop Loving you

Lyrics:
I Just Want To Lay
Next To You
For Awhile
You Look So
Beautiful Tonight
Your Eyes Are So Lovely
Your Mouth Is So Sweet
A Lot Of PeopleMisunderstand Me
That's BecauseThey Don'tKnow Me At All
I Just Want To Touch You
And Hold You
I Need You
God I Need You
I Love You So Much

[Michael] Each Time The Wind Blows
I Hear Your Voice
So I Call Your Name . . .
Whispers At Morning
Our Love Is Dawning
Heaven's Glad
You Came . . .

You Know How I Feel
This Thing
Can't Go Wrong
I'm So Proud To Say
I Love You
Your Love's Got Me High
I Long To Get By
This Time Is Forever
Love Is The Answer

[Siedah]
I Hear Your Voice Now
You Are My Choice Now
The Love You Bring
Heaven's In My Heart
At Your Call
I Hear Harps,
And Angels Sing

You Know How I Feel
This ThingCan't Go Wrong
I Can't Live My LifeWithout You

[Michael]
I Just Can't Hold On

[Siedah] I Feel We Belong

[Michael]
My Life Ain'tWorth Living
If I Can't Be With You

[Both]
I Just Can'tStop Loving You
I Just Can'tStop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me
Just WhatWill I Do

[Siedah]
'Cause I Just Can't StopLoving You

[Michael] At Night When TheStars Shine
I Pray In You
I'll FindA Love So True . . .
[Siedah] When Morning Awakes Me
Will You Come
And Take Me
I'll Wait For You

[Michael]
You Know How I Feel
I Won't Stop
UntilI Hear Your Voice Saying"I Do"

[Siedah]
"I Do"This ThingCan't Go Wrong

[Michael]
This Feeling's So Strong

[Siedah]
Well, My Life Ain'tWorth Living

[Both]
If I Can't Be With You
I Just Can'tStop Loving You
I Just Can'tStop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me,
Just WhatWill I Do

[Michael]
I Just Can'tStop Loving You

[Siedah]
We Can ChangeAll The WorldTomorrow

[Michael]
We Can Sing Songs OfYesterday

[Siedah]
I Can Say, Hey .. .FarewellTo Sorrow

[Michael] This Is My Life And I,

[Both]
Want To See YouFor AlwaysI
Just Can'tStop Loving You

[Siedah]
No, Baby

[Michael]
Oh!

[Both]
I Just Can'tStop Loving You

[Siedah] If I Can't Stop![

Both]
And If I Stop . . .

[Siedah]
No

[Michael] Oh! Oh! Oh . . .Oh . . .

[Siedah]
What Will I Do?
Uh . . .Ooh . ..(Then Tell Me, Just WhatWill I Do)

[Both]
I Just Can'tStop Loving You

[Michael]
Hee! Hee! Hee! Know I DoGirl!

[Both]
I Just Can'tStop Loving You

[Michael]
You Know I DoAnd If I Stop . . .

[Both]
Then Tell Me, Just WhatWill I Do
I Just Can'tStop Loving You

Little green monster xD

haha...i was late to update bout tis,and forget too. but none the less my girl demands me to update bout it. so,here it is.

wednesday 24 june 2009. saw the present on my chair after bac from PJ. the present is wrapped up n put inside a small shopping bag. at 1st i dunno who gave it to me. but after a while i realised it was from sue fen. haha...sean was asking me to open the present but i refused coz i haven't get permission from her. so,when recess thank her for the present. she asked me to open the present coz the wrapper is awkful...but again i refused. then,when bac to class after recess,i received a card from her in which i think leow gave me. n i read it. so touching. xD

after school,she again ask me to open the present but still i refused. so it was until i went home that i only open it. haha...it's a toy. a little green monster. here is how i describe it's look:

a little small head with an small eye then follow by a big head with a big eye then followed by a tiny body with a heart in front of the body.

i guess u dunno what i'm crapping. it's not easy to hold it when i'm sleeping coz it's kinda small but i guess i managed to have it by my side when i'm sleeping. lols

n the little green monster is on my lap currently. buh-bye!
updated. =P

Tribute to the King Michael Jackson

He was the most exciting and popular performer during his generation,well-known for his breathtaking live performance and stunning music. His once-stellar career had placed him among the great in the music history. He was one of the world's famous man during his life,not only for his bizarre music career but also his highly publicized personal life. If everyone can put aside all those sexual abuse allegations against him and his surgically altered appearence,he will be as gunuine as any music great in the history of music.

I'm deeply saddened over the death of the King of Pop as any MJ's fans. The world just lost the biggest pop star in history. His legacy and contribution to the music world will live long forever and ever and will always be remembered by many fans of him,including me of course.

Here's my top 10 rating of the best song of Michael Jackson:
10. I just Can't Stop Loving You
9. You Rock My World
8. Don't Stop 'til You Get Enough
7. The Way You Make Me Feel
6. Bad
5. Thriller
4. Smooth Criminal
3. Black or White
2. Beat It
1. Billy Jean

I got it!!!

haha...finally I gt what I desperate for! The moment was so nice,so sweet!

ARGH!!!

I FEEL LIKE BITTING,TEARING,DESTROYING,BEATING,PUNCHING SOMETHING AND SHOUTING OUT LOUD LOUD! do tis help in releasing frustration? T_T

I tried

I'm suppose to be doing my tuition work now,but it only make me feel frustrated. So I will take a timeout to release my tention here.

I tried. I tried to be confident. Since the starting of the year when I often cried because of PMR,I feel so down. But many friends of mine told me not to be so depressed since it's still early yet. And I got through all the hard feeling...well,sort of.

I din really get through that. It's June now. 113 days before PMR. During intervensi 2,when I gt an A for my BM,I was overjoy and my confidence increased. Well,seems like when something reach the peak,it will never stay there long and will eventually fall down for me. Dianogstic was over and papers have been given out recently. This exam is the 1st full-format exam we(form 3s) had since last year year end examination. I still remember that if it's counted in PMR marking,I had all As for my subject in last year year end exam. Well,everything seems went pretty well for me isn't it?

But the recently concluded dianogstic brought my back to the fact that I'm still far from getting As for my language subjects. My language subject always bring down my confidence. I knew I did kinda well for other subjects but that din satisfy me at all because I knew I can score in those subject and what I really want is do well for my language subject.

I feel so down,so depressed,so frustrated and so sad now. I din feel this way for about 3 months already but now all those feeling just came back right in the time that PMR is coming soon. SF keep telling me to be confident but hey! It's not I don't wan to be confident but I have to accept the fact that I'm just not good enough now.

I felt that nothing is helping me at all now to be mentally ready for PMR. My tuition certainly din. Since I joined Pusat Tuition Minda Ceria in hope that it can help me to improve on my language subject,I never feel I have any slight improvement at all. The BI tuition is crazy. Teaching those stuff that won't be coming out for PMR. What make me feel more frustrated is that PMR is nearer and nearer now and the teacher still give those 'bombastic' homework that I can't even do at all. BM tuition was better. I din feel frustrated but I still dun feel it help me in any way that will improve my BM. WHAT SHOULD I DO?! I can't leave minda ceria as I dun have any tuition else that can help me in my language subject.

The school too do no favour in helping me at all. BM teacher did do her job in teaching us but I feel it can't solve my problem. BI make it worse. I wonder how many class had we(3M) skip for BI? BC teacher too do her best in teaching us and I'm paid attention to her class. But with limited time and environment to study BC,I feel I only improve a bit or din improve at all. And to make me feel even more hatred about the school,WHAT'S THE PURPOSE OF SELECTING THOSE 99 STUDENTS THAT THE SCHOOL THINK CAN GET STRAIGHT A FOR PMR!? The school did nothing at all in helping these students,not with teacher occasionly ponteng class.

ok...i feel better now...during tis year,i had learnt to be cheerful but not facing bout exams. sigh...i wish i'm ready for my tuition work as i'm goin to face the posibilty of frustrating again. hope it won't happen. buh-bye!

Second fail in my life T_T

sigh...never study...expected to get bad results...48 for civic. second time i failed an exam paper in my life. 1st was my muzik exam bac in primary school during 2006. wasn't that sad but still calarkan my record. buh-bye

I WAN MY COTTON CANDY 2moro. xD

Durian 'Ho Chak'

ok...i'm supposed doin my KKS,still left reka bentuk pelan...but here i am blogging

WOW! Durian is so nice,king of all fruit,fantastic fruit. my parents just bac from Muar...with a lot of durians bac. *playing my tongue*. my aunt(my dad's sis) has a fruit farm in Muar,so everytime when my dad went bac his oldtown sure came bac with a lot of fruits(durian is the best!!! =P).

OMG! DURIAN TASTES GOOD OK?! haha...'Ho Chak'

bac to work...buh-bye!

=)

ok...i know i can't describe tis till can make u feel emotional...i just post wat i felt k?

obviously the song is nice. when u play the song,i was enjoying it. i close my eyes,recall bac the memory last time when i sat beside u n u played the piano for me during ur birthday party tis year. last time was awkful...for both of us. u din play that particularly well and i dun really know how to respond. tis time is different. u said u played somewhr long,but i din notice at all. i was closing my eyes n enjoying it. it's nice. xD

ok...i know u won't feel emo...bla bla bla! go dota luuuuu

Nice quotes

Nice quotes from F.C. Barcelona chairman Joan Laporta:

Barcelona creates FIFA World Player of the year,
Real Madrid buys FIFA World Player of the year.