Money

Money can buy house, but cannot buy family.
Money can buy clock, but cannot buy time.
Money can buy health service, but cannot buy health.
Money can buy status, but cannot buy dignity.
Money can buy sex, but cannot buy love.

It's all gone

I still remember what Amanda's mum told me once upon a time:

Open up your vision of the world and your life will be a whole lot different.

Well,when her mum told me that time,I wasn't really bother to understand what it actually means. Perhaps the little-bit-matured-TC can understand what it's about now.

It seems near impossible to relate that quotes to my life. As many people may know,I dedicated my life to studies. Reason? I think being good in studies will bring me friends and respect from them. It's childish to think that way. Well,right till now I'm still childish to think that way. Getting good results bring me a sense of honour. It makes me feel good about myself.

Ya it's true. So what being good in studies? It doesn't guarantee you a good life when you step into the society to work. To make me look more childish,it doesn't guarantee you friends and respect from them as well. Mayb it does,but without a good personality,even getting a good results doesn't guarantee respect from others.

I ought to agree with those people saying my life is dull...very dull indeed. There's people giving the "you're a nuts" look as I always study. Even Sook Yi's words kept appearing in my mind now: You're abnormal.

I miss out a lot of things in my teenage years. I'm nothing good besides study. I don't know how to play music instrument. I don't know how to swim(I know know breatstroke). I doesn't achieven anything besides study in my life so far.

When I was a primary students,I wasn't that kind of student which always study. My life during primary was so wasted. I regreted it so much. It's all my fault. Not showing interest in everything around me. Up to secondary,I'm pretty much the same person during form one. But when it came to form two,I changed. All I ever think in my life is study,study and study. And this thinking grew even stronger during form three. PMR. I put a lot of pressure on myself wanting to achieve straight As in PMR. Study like a mad bull dog and getting those 8As. Perhaps it doesn't feel great at all in achieving this. I mean,no offence to others. I dare to say I put in a whole lot more of effort than many people. And what it turnt out was even though those people put lesser effort than me they also achieve the same as what I achieved. And you see,these people enjoy their form three life a whole lot more than me while I was trying my very best to achieve straight As for PMR during my form three life.

Sigh,I wished so much I have enjoy my life before this a whole lot more better than what I did. Well,when you're in form four,that chance won't happen that frequently. The time for childhood fun is nearly over. SPM...a platform for you to enter the labour world and earn a living. Can I told myself it's still early during form four and I still can enjoy before SPM? It would be stupid to think like that now. Form 4 is not a honeymoon year. I agreed with teachers. I must work hard to have a good base to survive during form 5 and SPM.

It's all gone. The chance to have a fun childhood. So much regretted. Mayb that's just me. A person who dunno enjoy the world and my life.

Last but not least to say,I would cherish every moment that I could have fun now and later in my remaining secondary life. Althought I might not be able to change from a student who thinks study is everything to a teenager who thinks enjoying life is also important,I really hope my remaining teenage life can be eventful and fun.

Seeing you is a blessings
Your pleasant looks
Your sweet smile
How could I not fall for you

Asking myself not to fall for you
Even when my heart is telling otherwise
The struggle within my heart
Is pretty hard to take

Knowing it doesn't make sense
To be sinking in this feeling
I knew I got to look forward to my life
I got to move on

詹姆斯愧当了皇帝

“皇帝”詹姆斯（“King” James）決定加盟邁阿密熱火，這也讓今夏的大牌爭奪戰畫上了最終的句號，得到詹姆斯的熱火自不必說，高層、球迷一片歡騰。

反观詹姆斯的旧东家克利夫兰骑士，在目睹詹姆斯說出「熱火」這個詞的一剎那，人們可以清晰的聽到現場騎士球迷高喊「NO」的聲音。隨後甚至有骑士球迷在街上開始焚燒詹姆斯的騎士球衣，打出「流浪漢，詹姆斯」、「雷霸龍，這一次我們很心痛，但你再也不必介意了」等標語。

笔者认为，詹姆斯不是真男人。年龄才25岁的詹姆斯，在骑士打球已有七年，但毫无疑问已是骑士历史以来最出色的球员。可是，詹姆斯却不是骑士最伟大的球员。一名伟大的球员通常会選擇自己的第一个东家開疆闢土，但詹姆斯却因为无法在骑士赢得NBA总冠军，选择了离开骑士，加盟了热火，希望连同魏德及波許赢得自己职业生涯的首个NBA总冠军。他选择离开骑士，证明了他是自私及忘恩负义的人。

许多球迷都认为詹姆斯可以媲美篮球大帝麦克乔丹。但笔者却认为这个说法太肤浅了。众所周知，乔丹在芝加哥公牛也是打了许多年的球，才赢到NBA总冠军。就如詹姆斯，乔丹也是经历过坎坷。但乔丹并没有想过离开公牛到其他球队去赢NBA总冠军。乔丹继续留在自己的第一个东家直到他在公牛赢得NBA总冠军。这才是一个伟大的球员的所为：不放弃自己的第一个东家。

我们也可以拿出其他不放弃自己的第一个东家的球员。卡尔马龙、约翰斯托克顿、帕特里克尤因、埃尔金贝勒，这些球员都是历史上鼎鼎有名及伟大的球员。虽然他们在自己的职业生涯中都没赢过NBA总冠军，但他们都如乔丹，从来没放弃过自己的第一个东家。

可詹姆斯呢？离开了骑士、背叛了球迷的信任、背叛了自己在骑士所建立的传奇。詹姆斯，你愧当了皇帝!

(Random) I love this song...=)

“都是你”

誰 改變了我的世界
沒有方向 沒有日夜
我看著天 這一刻在想你
是否會 對我一樣思念

你 曾說我們有一個夢
等到哪天 我們來實現
我望著天 在心中默默唸
下一秒 你出現在眼前

想念的新 裝滿的都是你
我的鋼琴 彈奏的都是你
我的日記 寫滿的都是你的名
才發現 又另一個黎明

誰 改變了我的世界
沒有方向 沒有日夜
我看著天 這一刻在想你
是否會 對我一樣思念

你 曾說我們有一個夢
等到哪天 我們來實現
我望著天 在心中默默唸
下一秒 你出現在眼前

想念的新 裝滿的都是你
我的鋼琴 彈奏的都是你
我的日記 寫滿的都是你的名
才發現 又另一個黎明

想念的新 裝滿的都是你
我的鋼琴 彈奏的都是你
我的日記 寫滿的都是你的名
才發現 又另一個黎明

我的日記 寫滿的都是你的名
才發現 又是一個黎明
這是我 對你愛的累積

Something new ? :P

Seriously , its such a relief not to read your blog in blue.
I mean physically blueee :)
And it actually makes me feel blue too D:

But nevermind , there's something new here :P

Skies are blue. ;)
Pinafores are striking blue.
But I'm not buee . :P
Still , I know your favorite colour is B-L-U-E.

Waiting for love =)

Before I start to type my post,an apology to my friend for not updating so long. Well,I updated now because I found the urge to blog. Very hard to find you know? xD

Let's stop the bullshit and begin my post: (how to begin...thinking)

After such a long time ignoring my feelings for her as I knew well I couldn't possibly further develop my feelings for her for my own good,I still found that only she could capture my heart. The feelings she gave me is just different from other girl. =) The feeling of having a crush on a girl. I tried to find this feeling somewhere else from some other girl,but I can't find it. Everytime during tuition when she walked into the class,my heart will felt nervous. That kind of feeling is what I think I'm having a crush on her.

But I guess the time will come when I had another chance to have another relationship, maybe a different girl that time. Although probably and very likely that I will not have that in my current time as I'm facing form 4,form 5 and then SPM. I won't hide what I feel inside my heart,no I'm not desperate for relationship,but I am indeed waiting for it to circulate around my life again. =)

(L) Yang Bao Bei

GOSH...This book's author is a 16 years old sweet girl!!! Can guess what? She's a Malaysian and a student of SMK Datuk Lokman. =O Her book is a love novel,entitled Love Has Come in english. Even if I know nothing about her besides that I knew she was a writer in just 16 years old,I can sense that I'm goin to go crazy for her for some time.
She's very cute!!! MUAHAHAHA

Loving 4A

Well,just a short update when I'm resting from playing with protons and electrons. LOLS

I guess I had finally managed to find a balance in my relationship with my old buddy and my new class. You see,I'm living in a class which almost full of girls,my class got only 6 guys. Not really comfortable in 4A at the start of this year because I've got some negative thoughts about my new class and I'm too reluctant to mix with new person instead of sticking with my old buddy. But I guess time is the solution for everything. I actually feel very much fresh mixing with person which I've never been in the same class with be4!!! HAHA...ya...I was just too stubborn on the matter of which I would very much prefer to be same class with my old buddy.

They are right. The problem is not whether they wan to mix with me or not,it's whether I want to mix with them or not. I'm finding it settled living in 4A. =)

BUT thr's bad being in 4A for me. Because Sook Yi and Sue Fen kept saying I'm to gay. WT TOOOT. It's all because of living in 4A which almost full of girls that caused me to become gaylish. YOUR GIRLS' FAULTS. LOLS xD

Forever in my heart

23 of May has passed.
2 years has officially over.
Everything that happened between us in this two years
I'll sealed it somewhere in my heart
Deep inside my heart
And never unseal it anymore
As this marks a new era between our friendship
HELLO MY FRIENDS
=)