Waiting for love =)

Before I start to type my post,an apology to my friend for not updating so long. Well,I updated now because I found the urge to blog. Very hard to find you know? xD

Let's stop the bullshit and begin my post: (how to begin...thinking)

After such a long time ignoring my feelings for her as I knew well I couldn't possibly further develop my feelings for her for my own good,I still found that only she could capture my heart. The feelings she gave me is just different from other girl. =) The feeling of having a crush on a girl. I tried to find this feeling somewhere else from some other girl,but I can't find it. Everytime during tuition when she walked into the class,my heart will felt nervous. That kind of feeling is what I think I'm having a crush on her.

But I guess the time will come when I had another chance to have another relationship, maybe a different girl that time. Although probably and very likely that I will not have that in my current time as I'm facing form 4,form 5 and then SPM. I won't hide what I feel inside my heart,no I'm not desperate for relationship,but I am indeed waiting for it to circulate around my life again. =)