They just don't care about me =(

Well,since everyone is begging me to update my blog,I guess I'll just give them a treat n this blog another emo post.

I tried. I've tried so hard.

Yeah I know. I was wrong to not even accept my new classmates after being sorted out in the same class with them. And ok,like what everyone adviced me,I tried to suit myself with my classmates. Mix with them and try to socialise with them. But so far it doesn't appear to me that things are going to be better. Mayb it did get better. But only a little. Very little.

For me,making the 1st step to mix with them was seriously very hard. It feels like they just don't care about me unless I made the 1st step to mix with them. This feeling sucks to the max.
Eventhough I tried to mix with them,I feel I don't belong to them. It's like they accepting me because I'm a very pity and isolated person in the class.

I din mean to criticise you all in this post. I just want to tell that this is how I felt when being isolated in the class.

I guess for you guys,I was wrong in not seeing this in a positive way that you all are trying to accept me. But the moment being isolated in the class made me feel so emo.

Nonetheless,I still got to hang on in the class. I will and have to no matter what.

I guess I just need to try harder.