Ups and Downs

Well,it's 2010 already. A whole new year begins today. For me,everything back to square one,everything starts from zero. No matter what's happened in the past.

To reflect back on 2009,well the title says it all. (thinking what to write......) For me,2009 was like I went through almost everything in life. 2009 was completely different from all the years that I went through. During this year,I've lost myself. First, thanks to the pressure of having to face so many exams. From the begining of 2009,I've constantly putting pressure on myself to live up to my 2009 main resolutions,that is to score straight As for PMR. Well,billioon of thanks to God,lady luck,my family,teachers and friends,I managed to do just that. Well,honestly I'm not really proud of this success. It is this PMR that made me lost myself,my confidence,my hapiness and so on. I guess because of this PMR,I din really get to really enjoy my life this year. Everyone's been saying I'm putting unnecessary pressure on myself causing me to lose the fun of enjoying life. Well,I think it's just a little too hard for me to enjoy my life with the pressure of having to do well in exam in the back of my mind. And yes,I think besides my family and my friends,my life is all about exam as a student rite now.

(thinking what more to write) Well,thx to HER,for the later part of 2009,my mental strength has improve so much. I feel thankful,because I managed to change one of my weakness into one of my strength. I hope this can help me for SPM and for the rest of my life. Thanks for everything. =)

Well,during 2009,I doubt of myself in so many things. Am I really just a person who knows nth in life except exam? Do I have attitude problems in treating certain things? Can I be a independent person in my life? I guess going into 2010,I just have to leave all these doubts behind and start a brand new year.I guess it's time to talk some good memories in 2009. Well,reflect back 2009,although it's such a suffering year for me,thr's still some good memories to reflect. How memorable is this to suffer this year with all the bunch of my frens? We shared laughter in the class,we rushed to tuition together,we discussed about studies in a gang,we argued because of different opinions,we angry at each other n forgive each other,we enjoyed life together after PMR and etc. I guess all these just help us to understand each other better(whether in a good or bad way). Honestly,ladies and gentlemen,THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING. lols.

And now,let's begin 2010 together(again...of coz...lame) and may each and everyone of us have another memorable years like 2009!!!