Suffering

oh my gosh! it's so suffering. i'm sick! T_T

must be over-tired adi! yesterday backed home,i started to feel hot inside my body...tired. sue asked me to go check my body temperature. hypothesis accepted. i fall ill. went for clinic. the doctor said nowadays those ppl came for clinic fall ill. a normal situation? most probably.

still sick 2day. condition never turn good. pls! let me recover quickly as the trial is getting closer. =(

I'm useless =(

She always be tough in front of me. But deep inside the bottom of her heart,she's weak. Everytime when I feel so helpless and clueless,she will always be there for me. But when she is in such condition,where am I? I'm nowhere to be there for her. I feel so bad. What else can I give her besides the calls and releasing my frustration and moddyness on her?

I'm just sorry! =(

Scout Hooray!

argh! my leg so darn pain now,but sigh...no pay no gain. my leg earned me a moment of victorious. xD

faced 1 minor problem for this marching competition. u have to wear a black shoe. at 1st,i hoped yu kit have a black cotton shoe. he have but it's side is 9. not ngam for me. so,i had to wear my 2nd bro's cacated-black-leather-shoe for this competition. walaowei! it's not nice to wear at all seriously. leg pain becoz of it.

so,after school. me n yu kit went to eat our lunch. had a fun time with ming,sean,gwen n xiao. after that went down to the auditorium thr. had a practise at the tennis court thr be4 went into the venue for the competition,which is the auditorium. i was sweating like mad n to my disgust,a big C appeared in the sleeve thr. nvm bout that.

they checked our uniform be4 we do our marching. finished checking went inside did our marching. at 1st is fine but at the end thr lost focus n all sorts of mistake happened. it did make me feel that thr's no way we can won the competition. but hehe...when u think u're bad enuf,someone out thr is worse than u! xD scout won the best kawad team but finished second just behind kadet polis in the overall champs. well,i'm happy enuf coz when we took photo,i was just beside the trophy! xD

tat's all. buh-bye

Undeserve achievement

i guess not only my frenz but myself too stunt by my class standing for the intervensi 3. it feels so unreal for me. no.2 in the class...isn't it a joke? well,i have to believe it myself that it is not. i really did gt no.2 in the class standing. what a 'luck'!

it's just ridiculous isn't it? i can't believe how lucky am i tis exam. with only 6As n 2Bs u couldn't expect me to be no.2 in the class. somehow one incident open the door for me to climb that never-reachable ladder. the eng paper. no offence to others. everyone was stunt by their marks. every unexpected things happened to everyone in tis paper. some of those ppl who r so darn good in their eng take a slump in their results all of a sudden.

ok...i should stop praising myself. it's just pure luck. i know whr i stand among others. i gt mixed reaction from others. some congratulate me,some vows to beat me in the trial. it did irritate me in some way. but as i have been learning recently,i shouldn't take things too seriously.

do tis exam fire my spirit? well,i dun feel so at all. all i hope for the trial is that i can at least get the results which can boost my confidence heading to the big 1,PMR. i really scare that i will take a huge slump in the trial. if it really happen, no doubt it'll break down my spirit =(

but one particular person does give me the motivation i wish for-
Dad: good job,boy. keep up
me: =)

Impossible task? -.-

20 days be4 trial n 78 days be4 PMR...and i still haven't slow down my online habits. i should be insaf n stop onlining isn't it?! should get myself surrounded by books than computersssssssss...but can i do it? =(

*do ur best n hope for the best...gambateh!

=(

she realised that i changed my pencil box bac to the old 1(blue 1 of coz eh?). i dumped her 1st present to me. i saw the disappoinment on her face. i dun care bout it at 1st. but...how could i ever ignored her feeling!? i'm sorry. =(

p.s. counting down to the day...3 more days (or 4? lols).

back to lala land of homework

gosh! how could i miss her? once she came back,the world turn black. all miserable thing happened. her usual text-book-hw-bomb bac to the helm again. T_T

anyway,wonder she gave birth to a boy or a girl. but ish! shouldn't she take good care of her kid at home? she should be given extra time to take care of her child. not coming bac to the school n continuing her all-so-irritating-teaching-schedule. =_=

was kinda exciting that she came bac at 1st. sigh...mayb din see her for so long adi suddenly forget her evil style teaching method. once she ordered to take out our text book,the whole class jeer. can't she see our reaction?! haiz...she dun give a damn anyway isn't it? worse come to worst...she wan the hw to be done 2moro! wat the tootttttttttt! irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T

I need her very much

When I feel lonely,the only thing I want is for her to be by my side. Her presence make me feel better.

Haha...I feel like I'm her gf more than her bf. I need her more than she need me.

xD!
Missing u so much now! =(

The end of the Intervensi exam series

wow! finally intervensi 3 ended and that mark the end of the Intervensi exam series...we should be celebrating it rite? well,mayb yes mayb not. thr's still the bigger 1 coming soon: PMR percubaan n PMR...yes i mean PMR in another 89 days i think. oh! let's not talk bout it isn't it? should be enjoying the current moment rite?! woohoo!

wasn't sleeping well at all for the past 4 days. keep taking OT for studying...sigh...kesan akibat tidak membuat persiapan awal...who can be blame but urself. but nevertheless the joy of getting through it feels good...well,in another 90+ days time u will get the best undefining joy of ur life so far...i think u know what i mean rite?

let's talk bout the papers. gosh! BM was kinda ok but i dunno how sucky the results could turn out. BI slightly better than BM...hope can get good results. Maths...well,pray for the best as i can't n am not willing to predict the results...it is tougher than the dianogstics lo! Science...erm...guess do kinda well gua...A is good enuf! haha. Sej...i'm not puas with it...it's kinda hard n i know i once again fail to get 90+ T_T. Geo...din study much...can get A happy adi. KH...argh! pls give me an A!!! n lastly...den den den dang...ngek ngek ngek ngek...BC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u know what i mean for my BC paper rite? haha!!!!!!!!!

sigh...one more month be4 PMR trial exam...well,i mean basically u have no rest time at all. next week start preparing for it might just do fine for everyone rite? lols

p/s frenz out thr take care of ur health coz influenza A(H1N1) is spreading(cacat language) among the students.

Sunshine

I love you too doink ! :D
ROAR :D

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